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I JUST NOW REALISED I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED SUNRISE, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK, FUCKING SHIT, I DONT HAVE IT SAVED ANYWHERE, DO I HAVE TO WRITE THOSE 1500 WORD CHAPTERS ALL OVER AGAIN?! FUCK FUCK SHIT SHIT FUCK FUCK SHIT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HELP MEEEEEEE I HAD BIG PLANS FOR THAT STORY FUCKING HELL MAN FUCK SHIT AHHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
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Okay, I've taken a moment to clam down.
The reason I didn't realise this earlier, was because I was religiously writing a oneshot (not the Bench trio shifter au) about the Director arc from Unstable Universe but ✨️ romance ✨️.
I was thinking of making it an actual story instead of a oneshot, and make it have multiple confusing storylines running through eachother.
So that's why I went to check on Sunrise to say that I didn't have a chapter ready for this week, AND ITS GONE.
Ugh, now I'll have to write all that all over again. I really don't wanna but I have really grand ideas for Sunrise and it's series.
That's right, I was thinking of making a full FIVE STORY SERIES of myself and Dsmp. How narcissistic.
Ahhhgh and now I can't vent to Ash because he's on a mental health break. (I hope you're doing well by the time you see this!)
Anygaysssssss, so idk what imma do now. I thought you guys should know that.