ThatDamBookworm

today my mum came into my room while i was listening to music out loud, and we started chatting and i wasnt worried cuz i couldnt hear the music anyway.
          I was listening to Nxdia, and if you dont know, then lets just say they have some fruity songs.
          When my mum stopped talking, i heard SHE LIKES A Boy by NXDIA playing, and my heart fucking STOPPED cuz thats one of the most obviously gay songs out there.
          When she looked away i basically pounced on my phone to skip it.
          
          Anyways that was traumatic but kinda funny, i really recommend Nxdia they are an amazinggg singer (:

My mum said something today that warmed my heart! At the shops i saw a boy wearing socks and sandals so i was silently judging him (oops) and mum said something like "At least we know you can pick the good boys. *Pause* or girls." 
          AHHHHHH does she know im gay??? i mean, mothers know everything and i acted pretty gay when i was a kid.
          Well, this makes me so happy cuz even though my sisters a bitch and my dad doesnt like same-sex marriage, my Mum will always love me ❤️

Hello peoples!
          
          I am in the process of writing a book of one-shots/ short stories! So far i have almsot finished a Wednesday x Tyler that is wayyyy too long, but oh well. Im planning on writing from a bunch of different fandoms, including PJO, Shadowhunters, KOTLC, and Magnus Chase. If you have any ideas or requests for any of these i am open! 
          FYI most of them are gonna be very ✨gay✨
          
          Have a good dayy (or night )

y'all, i have no idea why im saying this here, but i needa write it out.  Get ready for a stress dump. 
          So few weeks ago i said to my sister i would tell her my crush if she told me hers. so we wrote their initials on a peice of paper and gave it to eachother (i was shaking) . hers was i boy i knew, but she couldnt guess mine so she immediately ran to get the year book in the other room. when i got up to go after her, i knocked over her glass. so i was telling her to clean it up, and when i got to her she was guessing names, two boys and then she guessed a girl in our class. none of them were right, and she was like "Who the hell is it!?" so i said her name. Lets say it was Ella. I said "Ella!" and she was frikin shocked. she didnt know i was bi. It went like this:
          Me: Ella!
          Sister: *Wide eyes* 
          Me: Now clean up the water
          Sis: *Cleans up and runs back* I knew you were gay!
          Me: well, Im bi
          Sis: And my best friend too! 
          Bitch, i knew liked her before they even knew eachother (We met at camp). well anyway i then told her that i was trying to tell her the last few weeks, she was suprised when i told her i knew for like months. i asked her how she knew i was gay/bi, and she said cuz i always wasnt interested in boys. i then told her i was bi, therefore liked girls and boys. 
          Since then, we have not mentioned it at all. its like it never happened.
          THEN THE OTHER DAY my sister jokingly called her a f****t, and i told her not to saay that. our friend was like yeah, that homophobic. ithen went up to her alone and asked where she heard it, cuz i thought some of the boys mightv said rude things.
          She scoffed, and said something along the lines of "Oh now you care"
          I interpreted that as her saying. i only cared about the homophobic shit now because i said i was bi. it made me think that she didnt beleive me, or thought i was being silly.
          
          But shes never been homophobic or anything, but she sometimes calls something/someone gay for stereotypical things.
          
          I dont know what to do ):

hiiiiiii

Tysm for the follows!!!
          
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