♀+♀=♥ GENDER
♂+♂=♥ DOESN'T 
♂+♀=♥ MATTER
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10/24/17 ;
hi! uh, im not sure if anybody will see this or still reads my shit, but if you are, thank you.

i want to start off by saying that i joined this website when i was 11-12 years old. i am now 15 as im writing this, about to be 16 in 3 months. when i was here, i was super into creepypasta and slowly transitioned into homestuck, and while creepypasta totally isn't my thing anymore, homestuck is still sort of a comfort/background interest thing for me.

Over the course of late 2015 to now, ive experienced some tough stuff that i thought i could never get into. some real, traumatizing stuff as bad as abuse and poverty. before that, i was a middle class girl with a plain family and no recognizable troubles. im, thankfully, not in a bad spot anymore, but am still definitely dealing with the aftermath of those situations.
if anybody remembers me, i was always hanging around my best friend who went by Echo
(yes, she is still my best friend to this day. we've known each other for 7 years now)

i came back here just to look at my stories again to see how silly they were, but kind of got grossed out as i saw all the "cringey" stuff i was into. however, ive slowly learned to accept that it was just something i was into & there's nothing i can do about it. i was just doing what i love, and i shouldn't be ashamed of it.

i should probably be getting to the point of this. if you're reading this, and youre in a bad spot right now emotionally, physically, mentally, whether you think it's small or big, You Will Get Through This. i promise you, as long as youre not dead, you can do it. i have a beautiful girlfriend that i would trade the world for, and whenever she sends me heart emojis i feel like i have another reason to live. i have a trans friend who struggles and today he hugged me and i remembered why im still alive. you mean something to someone, even if its not yourself. do what you love. enjoy yourself. <3