AjayisUnique

Ya girl is finna be a whole new person before New years y’all 😛 as a lightskin, there comes a time in every lightskin life where we happen to get the blonde patch, I have come to that time. Not only that, but I’ve also decided I’m going to get a tattoo, NOT only that, I’ve also decided I’m going to get grillz, NOT only that, but I’m also gonna start experimenting with makeup 😛😛 basically Ajay is reinventing herself wish me luck 🫡😖 I gotta get that glowup before new years ong (if my curls die bc of the bleach uhhh… who cares all curly heads go bald before 30 anyway💀)

          
          “If you REALLY love me, let me be your fool. Just come back, to ME, come back, to ME.”
          
          —September 21st, 2022, today.
          
          Guys have you ever yearned for someone so badly that it swallowed you whole? Consumed every part of your being and rewrote the very systematic thoughts inside your head? Replaced your heartbeat with their own, controlled whether you were wearing a smile one moment, or a frown the other? Poisoned your mind with thoughts of them, when you’re listening to music? When you’re eating? When you’re doing homework, when you’re chilling, or doing whatever?
          
          Well for me, every time of the year, for four years now come the 21st of September, I’ve never been able to rid the thoughts of her. Everytime I listen to this song, I can’t help but tear up, can’t help but feel that tightness in my chest that makes my heart feel like a raisin, or the lump in my throat that makes me unable to communicate what I truly feel. I hide my emotions well, you’ll never know what I’m truly feeling, but that glossy look in my eyes that I get when I think about this girl…
          
          Man oh man, Ajay’s a real yearner. I’ll never see that girl again, but I think the scars she left on me were permanent. Natalie, just come back to me… we were supposed to be platonic soulmates. What did I do to make you go away from me? Should I have treated your heart more carefully? Even when you shattered mine to pieces and stampeded upon them with your cruel words? I should have been more cautious. I miss you. This yearly depression is really hitting hard.

It tastes like candehhh….

Happy 100th follower (it was me) 🥳

hello!

I miss my bestie y’all😔

“You keep falling' victim 'cause you’re insecure. And when I tell you that you’re beautiful you can’t be sure." — J. Cole

MEANIE OMG

Does anyone have any Meichae book recommendations I’m bored, yes it can be ur own book too idc. 😔

AJAY WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS PFP, ur crazy