I've come to the point wherein I feel like I have already done my best to explain everything, to communicate what I truly feel and to really try to make you understand what I need but still you're not listening. I'm tired. Everytime you ask me the question, "what is it that you want?", it breaks my heart because I've been telling it to you, consistently repeating it you. But it turns out that you haven't been paying attention at all. I've already become too tired of trying to make you listen to me. I even had to scream just so you could hear me. I poured my heart and soul out through my broken screams hoping you would acknowledge my pain and understand what I needed. I tried and tried and tried but in the end my voice is left unheard. So this is the point where I shall stop. I mean, what's the point, right? I tried my best to communicate it all to you but you never paid attention so I will now stop. You will never hear anything from me ever again. This the point where the only thing I can give you is my silence.
June 22, 2018
