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Well Im back. But. Like. Valorant is good shit. Wish there were more….… fanfics….of the game.

I think its time to go. 
          
          I don’t know  if I’ll ever update any stories anymore. 
          
          Im in College now, and for the several weeks it’s been shit academically.
          
          I will still continue to read stories, but I don’t know if I will update it in the future. The chainsaw man fanfic was a passion project that I was working heavily on before. But now, I can’t even think of what to write.
          
          It has been an honor. It has been a fun ride with everyone. To those who were waiting for updates for my stories, I can’t remember who you were, who you all are, but Im sorry for giving you hope. Im sorry. 
          
          And thank you for supporting my stories. Even though they were only fanfics, It was a great part of me in the past several years. 
          
          I thank you to everyone too who was friendly to me, and even helped me. I thank you for the kindness you all had shown me and the constructive criticisms you had given. 
          
          I thank you everyone
          
          I hope and pray you all have a blessed good day.
          
          Godspeed.

Before, a few years ago, when I first watched Neon Genesis Evangelion and the End of Evangelion, I always criticized Shinji. I hated him for crying and not doing anything right and always being a whiny bitch( as they say). 
          
          But now after rewatching NGE and EOE, I now understood Shinji and his actions, why he’s like that, and why I despised him back then. The reason I hated Shinji was not because he’s always scared. 
          
          It’s because Im like him. He’s not me, but we are a like. And he really ticked me off back then because I know how much of a piece of shit I can be, and how much of a fucking whiny scaredy cat bitch I am. I hated how I was seeing every little bad part of me on the TV screen.
          
           I watched the Rebuild series. And while there are parts that I didn’t necessarily liked, it was a really good series of movies. Thrice upon a time’s ending really made me cry more than I thought. The ending was the one I really loved, because even though Shinji fucked up alot, he got a good ending he fought for.
          
          I don’t know when I’ll be truly happy and move on from my current self. But I will try. I’ll do my best. To be happy is to understand and move on to do your best. 
          
          But what really made me love the ending, is with Shinji becoming Mari’s boyfriend. It’s a nice sentiment , so that Shinji can move on, have a fresh start after ending the cycle.
          
          Mostly because I have inserted myself unknowingly in Shinji’s place, it also makes me think that maybe in the end I get a pretty gf that will really take care of me and love me. 
          
          But I know that even if I work hard for it, it won’t happen.
          
          But maybe I’ll be ok with it.
          
          Maybe if I end up dead as a bachelor, if I lived a good and honest life, I’ll be ok with it.
          
          But still. It’s good to dream once in a while. Right?

New year and haven’t killed myself yet. That’s some good shit honestly 

Hey dude, are you still here with us?

Emmm... I'm just here to say that your Chainsaw Man history is pretty awesome and that I hope you are doing well...  
          
          hope you have a good 2023 and also hope you are able to uptade the fic in the future. 
          
          I guess that's all, see ya xD

You thought it was a fan but it was me magynr 

Ever since the release of the Chainsaw man Anime, my CSM fanfic has been getting a few more attention lately. I want to thank everyone for their votes, and to apologize for not being able to update. So far I have three chapters drafted, but it's still rough, and I'm not sure when I'll have time to edit it. 
          
          Um, I'll just keep it short, but in the past months, not a lot has been going for me, it's kinda been going downhill. I'm not going to give promises I can't keep, but the csm fanfic is going to be in a temporary hold, and I'm not sure when I'll be able to release the chapters. 
          
          Thank you for understanding. I pray you have a great week.

Jesus…Its been 2 years 
          Hi 

Ty for the follow bruv ❤