@Akimikodo_910
2 years ago, you left, and I still hopelessly search for you in the crowds and people's conversations.
2 years ago, you chose to believe what's said, not what i said.
2 years ago, we were celebrating our 10th anniversary with the widest smiles and stupid pics, didn't know it was the last celebration.
2 years ago, I chose to let go, because you were my favourite, and i was your spare.
Grieving for someone alive, how desperate are we?
Weird how I found you even in the people's eyes, then I realized it's been broken even when we were together, we held hands out of habit, not love. We looked at each other's eyes for answers, not comfort. We searched for each other in the crowds because we didn't know anyone but each other. Then i realized, it was only me who did that. It was you who got me out of your plans, your stories, your life. Was I a burden? Was I too much? Or were we bound to leave one day?
Do people know it will be the last hug? Or do they realize it just after everything is gone??
غريب طبع الإنسان, يحن حتى للأشياء التي حطتمه
How weird are humans, missing what broke them
I literally feel like i have exams every month, even if they are 4 times in the whole year?!
No one noticed when i started falling apart in the smallest ways....
Sometimes, I ask myself.....When did things get so bad?
Happy new year
Maybe the year that passed wasn't the best, maybe you lost people, maybe you found new one's, but a new chance came, and you can choose it
Exams....again! T-T