Aki

Hey guys, so just checking in for the first time in a while (despite the vague uploading) anyways
          
          so I noticed something strange on my profile. You see.... It seems like I have gained a decent amount of followers by now.... Like.... Maybe too decent..... Hm...
          
          last time I checked in about February or January since i was looked for a reference in one of my books as a guide for a page in another book and I saw that I had about 25 followers
          
          
          now I have 30
          
          30. Followers.
          
          Holy. Mother.  Of.
          
          
          *thinking of a non-christian belief* . . . . .
          
          
          Me. (Nailed it)
          
          
          anyways so I genuinely don't understand how in just one or two months I have gained 5 followers giving me 30 followers in a total.
          
          now having 25 is a lot for me too given that only two of them are friends I have met in the real world years before I even got this account.
          
          but like
          
          They're my friends
          
          they don't have choice but to follow me
          
          Especially not when I'm the one who introduced the site to one of them
          
          plz don't unfollow me guys~.... y'know I love you two right~?
          
          anyways....
          
          I also met a few who became my online friends (one of which I hope to meet in the real world some time in the future) but they mostly just like my work cause they like me
          
          and I add a lot of small inside jokes on some pages so.... that helps too
          
          but the rest of you are just blowing my mind
          
          I never really thought anyone would actually like my work or follow my account
          
          and at the moment I'm currently going through a REALLY tough time so seeing this made me really happy in my tired and depressed mind system
          
          
          so thank you
          
          
          I appreciate every single one of you guys and hope that you'll continue to enjoy my work and as always I'll see you guys next time
          
          thank you for your support
          
          bye guyz <3

hey guys guess what?
          
          I CAN RUN AGAIN! *sprints around the room*
          
          
          hurts like sh#t tho' so i probably shouldn't but eh xD
          
          like
          
          
          this's been me the whole *sprints around with forced taken crutch in my hand lightly wavering it up in the air as i hump around in a speed walking pace*
          
          also me:
          
          
          *trips down the stairs* ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! *catches myself a moment before doom* . . . uh . . . . . . . sh#t....... *starts laughing as my friends looks at me like i've gone mad*
          
          
          
          guess that was a dumb idea huh? xD
          
          overprotective friend: ye don't f#cking say....

My knee broke down and I collapsed onto the field landing on my hand sending an electrocuting feeling through my wrist and arm
          I couldn't lift myself up
          I could barely move
          It wasn't until my old English teacher spoke up that Hawk and Discount Ginger reacted enough to help me both basically lifting me over to first the other side of the fence been to the place we were originally sitting
          Sim apologized multiple times and insisted on helping me
          But I didn't let him
          I didn't let anyone after getting to the spot
          Not when I was capable of doing it myself
          I asked him to grab my jacket so I could get my bandages out before bandaging my sprained wrist (I couldn't get to my knee cause the pants where too tight) but after a while I let my friend Neinei help me (didn't have a choice despite saying I was fine but she didn't move T~T")
          
          So after getting my stuff (except the box the Bandage was in cause I accidentally threw it out when throwing my trash out after standing up and getting Sim to pick it up since I couldn't really bend that much)
          
          
          It took almost 20 to 30 minutes to walk down the path to the school in what's usually a two minute walk away from where we sat
          And it hurt so much
          To be honest it's past midnight right now
          And it hurts So f#cking much right now
          Especially my wrist (I'm using it to write this with cause I don't give a sh#t about taking care of myself cause I was raised like that)
          The door was unlocked and I was helping up to my hallway the few things I was incapable of holding being placed on the table By Son and Junior
          Right now I can't sleep because of the pain and my body refuses to take pills (f#cking great huh .... -_-*)
          I'm so tired and so happy that we get to sleep longer tomorrow caus e then I might actually be able to get some sleep
          
          Anyways that's all for my little update for this week and I'm gonna stop torturing my wrist now so.. yeah
          
          I'll see you guyz next time....
          Bye guys~

Hey guys so... There was this festival near the school I'm currently going to earlier today which I was really extremely excited for since I had the chance to get extra work in the snack/supply shop on it (it is really nice when you don't have anything to do) but when I finished my last/second shift I just continued doing the same thing I did the whole day (get close to the stage and sing along with the band's playing while also walking around the place and talking with some of my friends) until it was about 9 PM or something where I was sitting on the grass with Son, Junior, Discount Ginger, Sim and four new Friends (Hawk(eye) and Bush as well as Mac and Cheese (xD)) where I was getting teased by Junior, Son and Bush about something before sitting up in the corner of the fenced hill with my back turned after Junior looking at me and called my name
          
          That's when Sim came up to me and gave me the most shittiest comment ever causing me to almost jump him (for fun) before the Junior and Bush came to hold me back only for Junior to get half-heartedly punched a bit instead
          
          When that was over though.... I ran after Sim for what he said but when I reached out for him in a turn
          
          

Alright so just a heads up it's 9 PM here and I'm in the middle of my exams period so I won't really be posting anything this week except for maybe on Thursday which is the only day I won't be having any exam this week but I will have Normal classes and based on how I'm currently doing on the first day then I won't be updating anything I'm a while not will I write to my friends a lot since the usual we write I will be having the exam or just be too exhausted to even look at Netflix movies to waist the time cause I'm so tired as sh#t right now so this will be my first and last update in a while and  this is for my friends on wattpad, if you experience any slower reply than usual in pmg now you know why and that is all I have to say right now so if you'll excuse me then I will go back to sleeping in the early evening
          Bye guyz~

and this is when Aki knew
          he f#cked up
          
          *snickers* 
          
          so i just realised that i haven't updated neither my books or even given you guyz a status update on how i'm doing or what i'm up to but like
          
          in the next few weeks i'll be focusing on writing and talking to my friends (and those of my family members i actually like to talk to cause they're not d#cks all the time *cough cough*) as well as writing an update a few parts of an uplished book and some new pages in an already published book where i'll be writing about my time in france as well as some things that rage me out (sometimes) XD so yeah
          
          anyways that's pretty much it really and yeah talk to you guyz another time cya~

Yo, to those who have tried to contact me the past week, I'm sorry but do to horrible internet in the out states (is that how you call it? xD ^_^") i couldn't see or reply to any messages until earliest where I was busy getting back from being in France with school and I deeply apologize for any delayed replies to any messages I've gotten since I left, I'm doing fine and I am sorry for not being able to write anything until now but here's a little crinch truth that might help with the mood for those who aren't the brightest right now
          
          
          I lost all my money to love
          
          
          Also known as food
          
          
          
          A lot of food

Congratulations on your baby cousin's. I am so happy for you and I will you make a art pice for you in my love so yeah

Around 10 AM, 09-03-2019, my new baby cousin was born, and I am so happy that my aunt made it through a lot of break ups and got two beautiful new little angels into life
          
          Little T finally got her baby sibling
          And baby L has finally been born, into the right home, that hopefully will last a long while so they won't break up again and the two can finally stay with their family together with their new older half brother as well
          
          I'm happy that she made it through and I can't wait to be the first to hold her in my arms like I did with little T too

so..... i just found out.... a few days ago.... my cousin was put to the hospital...... he stayed there for a few days unable to stay awake for more than just a few minutes.... seconds even.... he was so bad that no matter who came to visit him they all had to wear both suits and masks as to not get smitten by his ilness.... even the hospital clown had it so you could barely see his costume... it didn't matter tho..... he could barely stay conscious enough to see what's going on..... not to mention even knowing what's happening around him.... instead he's... just laying there.... trying to breath.... trying to fight..... and i know that even if i want to believe that he'll make it i can't..... i can't because.... because he's already a slow grower..... the illness he has is called Influenza....... the kind that can kill a 65 year old just by having a bad immune system...... they call the "A" type..... now the reason i'm so worried isn't just because he's a slow grower.... it's because he's a kid.... a 4 year old f#cking kid who's got troubles with his voice that keeps going out of control cause he doesn't know how to keep it down and his body that is so slowly developed that he's getting a psyciatrist to help with both talking normally And moving in a way that can actually help him without risking to hurt him as well..... not only that but.... he should've had a big brother at 6...... he died in my aunt's stomach for both of them being incabable to do it.... my aunt wasn't supposed to be able to give birth.... my cousin was in a weaker state than i've ever been when he was born...... i don't think his immune system is strong enough to save him....but i hope that the medication they're forcing him to take is..... he won't eat.... he won't drink...... he could barely even sleep one night without waking up all the time and the only thing to keep the fever down is by tons of f#cking pills everyday....... i know i don't show it much.... but i love him..... my little goof