When you lose almost all sanity in only 7 months 13 days 1 hour and 27 minutes, making you feel like your in a dream world, you dont eat, drink, or sleep as much as you would normally, you're losing interests faster then you did when you wanted to kill yourself, you lost what you thought was a friend, but hes no friend, you only saw him as one because you wanted to ignore the thing he did, you want to forget that day existed. You constantly feel like you need to wake up from this 'dream' because it's not a dream...it's a nightmare. But even through these times, you stay close to your significant other, your number 1 and/or your ride or die, you love them, and will do anything for them, you are strong with them, they keep you strong and help you move forward. They've seen your pain and are there to help no matter what, stay strong, stay positive, stay.