AkkiBee

I haven't been on here in a minute!!! Sorry!! But ayyyee ima be active

AkkiBee

this is a vent WARNING, very sensitive topics here.
          
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          I'm tired. I'm sick of being called names, made fun of, and being neglected.
          
          
          I cant understand what is wrong. 
          
          
          truthfully, I don't know what its like to be actually "normal" or "human"... I'm not saying that in a way where it makes things better for me, truly... I'm saying it because it hurts... I'm 17.. and I'm so damn lost in life nowadays.. I don't have ANY friends, my parents don't care about me, my older sister that takes care of me hurts my feelings terribly by calling me a retard(and plenty more horrible names).. everyone makes me feel like I can't understand the world, or myself, or anything at all..
          
          
          they make me feel like an outsider. like I don't belong here, on earth... 
          
          
          For 4 years straight I was stuck in my room, everyday... and I became anxiety filled.. and I couldn't interact with people anymore because I felt watched... different... disliked. I feel like I'll never be able to take care of myself.. that I won't be able to succeed. I feel so... low due to everyone just hurting me mentally. 
          
          
          I've been dealing with this since I was 13.. lost and confused.
          
          
          I'm not writing this for attention, I'm writing this because I need to let this out.. 
          
          
          I'm sorry for anyone who is reading this feels sad, I really don't mean it.. I just wish, I could be... Normal like everyone needs me to be..

Decided_faith

@AkkiBee so sorry that happened to you. I hope everything goes well for you and I rlly want to get an update how you are doing now.
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lluxurious_

Dont* but yeah. I guess I'm spaming lmao. sorry just wanted to let you know that I will always be there for you.
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lluxurious_

and a little information about me ; I can sometimes come off as rude, edgy, awkward you name it. it's just being abused (mentally) at a young age just idk. I guess I dont know who I really am. but that's fine. I do mind.
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AkkiBee

hey hey guyyyyss! sorry for not being online for a bit! My nephew is visiting for a  week, and I hardly get to see him so I'm spending a lot of time with him :) but I'll be updating my artbook probably later! Just a in sight on what's going on, If any of you were wondering

AkkiBee

OKOK I JUST LOGGED BACK ON AND SAW THAT I HIT 50+ FOLLOWERS AND TO THAT, I have to say THANK YOUUUUUU SO MUCH, honestly didn't expect this account to get any type of followers BUT IT DID, and I'm over here just so grateful!! ♥♥♥♥ Also I'm gonna get back to working on some request!! TY AGAIN

Rebecca-Ribbons

@AkkiBee thats great :)
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AkkiBee

this message may be offensive 
I just wanted to say, Thank you guys so much, for those who checked out my artbook and voted, and also left me a sweet comment. I Honestly didn't think anyone would check it out, or even saying anything nice about my artwork. literally, I'm so appreciative, and it just motivates me to draw more. 
          
          
          I'll update my art book in maybe a week? Or when I draw something, hopefully soon but I won't rush myself or it'll come out looking like SHit. 
          
          
          but great thanks for those who checked it out! Thank you so much! ♥♥♥

AkkiBee

@AkkiBee THANKKKK YOU ♥♥♥♥♥
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ncvoselic

♡ ♡ ♡ take ur time bubs !!! I’m looking forward to updates!! ^^
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