@AkwardFirestar NOOO WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT???
I understand it's an easy way to take everything out, or to cope, but PLEASEEE for my sake...
Love yourself
I have been in your place many times, and I feel like of something happens, then the blame is 100% mine. Focus on the small good things that happen to you, and everything will be fine
Oh and I agree about the parents bit.
Sometimes they're pret-ty annoying >:(