AlanineAla9

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Why no updates for months?
          	
          	Honestly, I don't know. I only write when i get the urge to do so but over the course of a couple of months i haven't been able to write properly even if i force myself. So i gave up.
          	
          	And the fact that i never get any feedback crashed my soul and as much as i want to say "I don't do this for the fame or money"  well nah that's total bullcrap, (coz i want all of that sht like right now!!) but you can't force such things from poeple let alone my readers.
          	
          	So no feedback, no fame, no money i just said f it and then i gave myself an indefinite haitus.
          	
          	I like art, yes admiring it and making it, so I've kept myself busy over there and didn't feel the haitus as much i as i would've liked to. I just woke up 1 day and it was half a yr later and i was like holly sheee..
          	
          	All seriousness aside, i want to write, i love writing and even tho i suck at it i still want to do it because 1 way or the other i still want to tell my adventures in a way that i will be satisfied with.
          	
          	So if you're reading this or any of my stories and for some ungodly reason you somehow enjoy them, please leave a like. I desperately need some kind of feedback but if what I've told is not enough to move you then  stick around and let me burn your eyes until you do. 
          	
          	But i have to warn you, despite my light hearted jokes i 100% sincerely want to tell a tale that is sad and obsoletely vile and i want to tell it in the most evil way i can. 
          	
          	So if you're a sick bastard like me then sadly it would appear that we are stuck together for all eternity...and i like that very much.
          	
          	until then...

AlanineAla9

this message may be offensive
Why no updates for months?
          
          Honestly, I don't know. I only write when i get the urge to do so but over the course of a couple of months i haven't been able to write properly even if i force myself. So i gave up.
          
          And the fact that i never get any feedback crashed my soul and as much as i want to say "I don't do this for the fame or money"  well nah that's total bullcrap, (coz i want all of that sht like right now!!) but you can't force such things from poeple let alone my readers.
          
          So no feedback, no fame, no money i just said f it and then i gave myself an indefinite haitus.
          
          I like art, yes admiring it and making it, so I've kept myself busy over there and didn't feel the haitus as much i as i would've liked to. I just woke up 1 day and it was half a yr later and i was like holly sheee..
          
          All seriousness aside, i want to write, i love writing and even tho i suck at it i still want to do it because 1 way or the other i still want to tell my adventures in a way that i will be satisfied with.
          
          So if you're reading this or any of my stories and for some ungodly reason you somehow enjoy them, please leave a like. I desperately need some kind of feedback but if what I've told is not enough to move you then  stick around and let me burn your eyes until you do. 
          
          But i have to warn you, despite my light hearted jokes i 100% sincerely want to tell a tale that is sad and obsoletely vile and i want to tell it in the most evil way i can. 
          
          So if you're a sick bastard like me then sadly it would appear that we are stuck together for all eternity...and i like that very much.
          
          until then...