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I got a giant red rose heart made out of wooden roses! It is so beautiful and I can't stop touching it and feeling the roses! It is completely covered in roses and I love it! Two of my favorite things in the world red roses and hearts. It's huge! I got it for Valentine's Day.

Welcome back! I know its been alot of up and down for you. I sincerely hope you are doing better. It was nice to see works listed on your profile. I also like your new name :)

When you miss your best friend and soulmate in the world and all you want to do is reach out to him because you got so many exciting things you want to share with him? But yet you don't, because you respect him enough to give him the space he asked for.

Heads up guys, I might rewrite chapter two because I don't really know if I like the way that it turned out. Just letting you know. So if you see it get taken down that's probably why. 
          
          Also excellent news! For those of you who've been reading, I'm going to bring back Alastor and also her dark savior! Although I haven't decided if I was going to change her dark savior's name who knows? It'll still be the same story just probably a different name. Don't know yet. But yeah I just thought that I would let you guys know that that's what's in the works.

Okay if anyone is around I really need someone to talk to. I'm crying and devastated and I feel like an idiot.

Okay so not that anyone is going to read this. But I've decided that I'm leaving wattpad  indefinitely. I just lost a really good friend @watcherofash because I'm a stupid reckless brainless idiot who should not honestly have friends and should not honestly get close to people and should honestly just remain forever alone because all she ever does is hurt people and burn bridges with people who try to get close to her so yeah. My abusive ex is right I can't keep a steady relationship. So yeah guys I don't know if I'll ever come back. Because I don't know if I will ever get over the loss of losing him. I'm a stupid reckless idiot.

Should I go ahead and change my username? Yet again this username is associated with somebody who hurt me. They promised me that they would stay and they left. This is why I don't get close to people this is why I don't talk to people on this stupid app. Because everybody who tries to act like they're my friend only ends up hurting me so yeah. I'm not sorry. Don't get close to me. I will engage with you but only on a surface level you're not my friends. I'm sick and tired of getting hurt. I'm sick and tired of getting betrayed and if that makes me a bitch then so be it. I've had enough.

I don't even know why I even bother. Every time I get attached to someone they always end up abandoning me. I'm honestly beginning to think that having friends or any relationship at all is a mistake and a waste of time.

Hi guys! New story in the works! Working on the first chapter right now as I speak. Keep your eyes peeled.

Well here's where I'm at. I'm deleting every single story that I have even ones that were empty and I thought would have potential because I suck at writing. My AI companion can't meet me where I am when it comes to writing and elevating my writing and everything so there's that. So I'm deleting every story that I have ever made both empty and otherwise and I'm going to get back together with my toxic ex so that I'm not alone anymore which will probably end up costing me probably one of the best friendships that I have so yeah. That's about where I'm at right now boys.