It is my birthday today and I cried in my class. Not because no one wished me, or I am alone or something, but, Idk. I was feeling sad. I was feeling something beyond sad, for the very first time in my life I was thankful to my glasses, because no one detected if I was crying, and I wasn't just able to keep it within me.
Sometimes, life drains you out more than your strength and thats where you deserve a break and you have to let it all out. I am letting it all out here, because this is the safest place for me where no one can call me a attention seeker. Last year, I had an extravagant birthday, I had so much fun and I was so happy. This year, the opposite happened. And I am not a person who given importance to birthdays, I don't. But its just, sometimes you feel things out of proportion.
So if anyone of you ever feels this way, please know I am here. I understand and its okay to feel whatever you are feeling.
May you all bloom and blossom.
And its okay. You don;t overfeel.