Hello,everyone..
Chapter twenty five of I Love You To The Moon And Back is posted and updated..
I'm sorry,it's just that..my depression is coming back to me,and i guess..i'll be fine..
I just feel like nobody doesn't seem to care,notice,or understand me since i'm nothing,but a problem...
I've been feeling unhappy lately and i've been fake smiling,well,fake smiling all the time,and every single day saying "Oh,i'm fine" or "It's okay,don't worry about it."
You know,when someone say's "I'm okay," their not really okay.
Their just broken,unhappy soul's who want to be noticed or reflected into the light to actually be noticed by someone who they think they can look up to.
I'm just..tired of being depressed,lied to,unhappy,and upset...
I thought that..maybe if i have a boyfriend irl,i could be happy again,but i guess..i'll be single for the rest of my life since nobody would want to date or be with a fat,ugly woman such as myself...
I don't want to be alone and i hate being alone,that's my number one fear,dying alone...
I'm sorry for ranting,this is just how i feel right now...
Anyway,i hope you all enjoy chapter twenty five.
See you later...