she has handled me kindly recently in my ig and tw acc, in fact she has her own matter to share.
i have been actually her alter ago since 8 years ago. i protect her from being abused since she was 4 years old and i was born when she wasn't able to handle the painful. she was protected by me. once she got injured both physically or mentally, she would break easily.
but, i also have weakness. perfection belongs to her. strength belongs to me but i can't handle the situation that relate to my currecnt life. i break my promise to her. i like people who leave me without any explanation. many times. she told me at the beginning that it was too risky. her past caused by people she loved make her has mental issues.
now, i get what she has been experienced. i understand so i choose to switch off myself and put her in the 'main' place, replace me for a moment in cyber world. i need some rest but i'm afraid it will be difficultto be healed.
you can call her C since it is her fave middle name. she isn't as strong as me, believe me. but i believe she is in her best condition right now.
oh, she is a writer (has more than 1k followers in wp, please lemme proud of you, dont be shy, idiot!) and at that time, she was a capable writer. now, she does focus on her real life; joking around, cooking, baking, editing photo/video for personal matter, even doing make up. i'm suck at all of them.
see you when you see me. K is off. please welcome, C.