Life lesson don't put ur turst in somone cuz there ethier gona leave u put the blue or just forget forever and be like the dont know u.Eveyone i trusted leave me in my life.Too my 209 followers ledt now at 206 but its whatever right...But not even my dad wanted me he left me at 1 and never came back.He left me for hes other family and kids. i lost my Great grandpapa at 6 and was depreesed for a long time then i lost my bestfirend to suicide at 8.I blamed my self for not being there for her,At 10 i got bullied pushed around for my weight and height.I always hated my self.11 my mom started to be abuvise to me and my step siblings wnted to die at tye age if 11 bc of the ppl who should have been there to help me love me. But she hurt me body shamed me more.They same words can broke ur bones but they break my heart to millions of peices.At 12 I started cutting bc i had no one there for but my uncle george he made me happy.He made me forget how messed up my life was.He was my lifes purpose.But until this last year 2020 he passed my whole world toke a huge stop i started cutting more often I ended up in the hospital for cutting one my veins to deep.And then my best friend passed as while in a car crash.He was being chased by the cops but he....He fliped the car and flew put the car bc he dont have a seat bleat on I hate my self i feel like a curse.Everyone i cared and loved died or left me.I feel worhless i feel like pig and wast a there's no words that can desirbe how much i hate my self.I know no one will take there time and read this but if u did love u.Ill save a seat for u in hell❤