Please don't try to figure out who I am, I don't want you to do that. I just need someone to listen. Some to pretend to understand. I need to know that there are still people out there like that. 

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I'm both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. 

Don't judge me, just listen. I need people to listen because I have a lot to say. I hope you understand or if not, at least pretend to.