Alex

I’m putting this here cause it’s the last place my mum will look so please don’t respond to it. 
          
          I’m just so sick of them. I know I don’t have the right to complain as they’re loving and kind to me but sometimes I just wish they’d leave me alone. 
          
          I don’t have the motivation to do anything. I had to submit and assignment and I didn’t have much motivation. 
          
          They get annoyed because I don’t have motivation. They got angry because instead of talking to them I cut. 
          
          They say it’s not that hard but they’ve clearly never been through it. I’m sick of it. I love them I truely do. But sometimes I wish 

This account is now inactive. Good bye. Permanently. Hope you all live long happy lives.

Guys you won’t guess what I just figured out!! 
          
          
          
          
          There was this girl I met in 2021 at a park and she was at least 12 while I was 10. She had a phone and as we were looking through pictures on her phone I saw a group photo so I asked “is that your family?” And she said “no they’re just some people from Twitch or YouTube” I can’t remember. But! It all just made sense! She was talking about the Dsmp! Those people were Ranboo, Tubbo, Tommy, Wilbur and someone else! She was a Dsmp fan! It all makes sense now! 
          
          
          
          
          Anyway thanks that’s all

Wont reply going on school camp for three days bye

I want to cry.
          But I can’t. 
          I have no tears to shed.
          I want to hug someone. 
          I need to talk to someone.
          Anyone.

I just deleted all my stories except for two p. Don’t mention any of them to me don’t talk about past me. 
          

Guys I’m not dead

Guys injustice want to say that if I don’t respond it’s because I’m either asleep or am to tired no trying to get my mind off of things by reading a book or something. I’m not committing suicide (yet) but I just want to let you know that I may not be able to keep going. I’m sorry if it hurts you I will not go without telling you. I am also going to be unresponsive unless you are certain person and I know you will be able to help me. I would like to also say that I am glad to have you all on here. I love you all and this is goodbye for now. And remember I’m not committing suicide. 
          Goodnight lovelies ❤️

Guys it’s my two year anniversary I’ve been on here two whole years. I’m so proud of myself even when I felt like quitting ang deleting the app. Though I have just announced something that may make some people sad but hey it is what it is

I’m giving you all the heads up that I’m going to be deleting all my stories except a few I just don’t have the right mental state to be writing and I’m very busy with me being in highschool now so. I may not delete them I may leave them until I’m going to my unties wedding to do and fill in but I may not do them at all I’m very sorry to anyone. If you want to use any of my stories you may but I would like credit for the bits I’ve written but that will only be if I delete them. I will be leaving and no one can use them is ‘Shiratorizawa react to ships’ and my vent book maybe some others but that’s it. 
          
          I hope you all have a good day/night/weekend/ life. I will let you know if I decide to not delete them or if I do.