I just stumbled across your page and after reading your about me I wanted to tell you that you shouldn't be afraid that you aren't any good, be confident. I'm positive your good, but you miss 100% of the shots you don't take, and since you don't wanna grow up I will give you a Peter Pan quote "The moment you doubt whether you can fly, you cease forever to be able to do it"
So be confident in yourself and in your writing my lovely! Post a way!