Alexa

My love isn't good enough so there's no point in being alive

Rememeber y'all are beautiful just the  way y'all are

Do any of y'all know joji!?

Guys andy biersacks birthday is in 3 months and I'm so excited!!!!

This is new years day, so rise from the ashes ~ black veil brides

Hey everyone! It's Alexa! So today I was watching a video about depression and the things it does to you and how you cant let it win. And I just want to say a few things. I've been though depression since I was little. I have scars all over my body from cutting everynight. I remember not wanting to eat. I remember my eyes would he swollen from crying all the time. I remember telling myself how much of a let down I am and how much I'm not a good person to love. But after all I experienced and after all I've been though I see now that all the stuff that happened to me didn't break me, it made me stronger. I know now that it's important to love yourself because with out self love you can't give any love. And if your a A.R.M.Y what does BTS tell us to do all the time? They tell us to love ourselves. So if you ever think your alone please talk to me because I know how it feels and your not alone! Don't ever think you are . I'm always here if you ever need to talk! So anyway that's all I wanted to say. Remember you are an amazing person and you definitely deserve to be in this world<3 <3!!!! ~Alexa

Are you ready for my first embarrassing moment!?!?!?!? Good cause I'm going to tell you rn so listen up!!!!! 
          
          Anyway, so I went to the movies to see the nun and when the movie was over there was this kid who goes to my school and I guess we were in the same theater because we were both walking out. Well I had my jacket off and I was putting it back on  and he saw my shirt which said the name of my school on it(yeah I have to wear uniform) and he yelled out that I was from my school and a bunch of people turned around and looked at me!!!!!! I was so embarased and i ran out there!!!!!
          
          Anyway guys I hope you like this embarrassing moment! I love you guys ~sarangheyo!!!!!

What type of person tells someone who's been though cutting and sucided attempts that if you were a true cutter you would cut deep and if you really went thought depression and stuff you wouldn't tell anyone!?!?!? What kind of person says that?

Random fact about me.........Because Why not?
          
          Anyway when I was in 5th grade I married a pickle..........yeah
          
          I literally had a whole pickle wedding and I told all my friends to bring baby pickles!!! I was just really obsessed with pickles, which I still am and i wanted to marry one! XD I didnt know what was going on in my mind, but I was weird lol

What doesn't destroy you, makes you wish you were dead~bring me the horizon drown