Alexander Rosales

It's December 6th.
          And it still hasn't snowed.
          It usually snows on Halloween.
          But of course, we couldn't go trick or treating this year.
          So it was perfect.
          And I have one question....
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          What the absolute FUCK is going on here?

hey, wanna hear a not so cool story?
          
          on Monday last week, 10 AM I attempted to kill myself. because I was being an idiot, I didn't realize that the pills were at a super low dosage. it was enough to make me feel sick. I ended up passing out a little bit after I took the pills (they were doxepin, and I took 250 mg, which is still in the dosage range, but a lot to take if you've never had the medicine before)
          
          the next day, at about 12 PM, I talked to my school counselor about it, and she called the police. after mom was informed, she went to the hospital I was going to be at. the officer that was at my house took me to the hospital.
          (all of the ambulances were in use)
          
          when the person who takes my blood draw talked to me about me symptoms, he looked at me like I was lying. why? I told him I didn't throw up. and the toxicology report said that there wasn't any doxepin in my system.
          
          now I've finally figured out why it didn't show up. doxepin takes, at most, about 18 hours to get out of someone's system. it was way past that when he took my toxicology report. I didn't throw up because, like I said before, it was still in the dosage range. it would have affected me much more if it was not in the dosage range, but in my depressed state, I wasn't thinking clearly. I've told my family about it, but they still don't believe me.
          
          so yeah, that's how I tried to kill myself, and no one believed me. and they wonder why I wanted to kill myself..