if i had to say anything about myself is that i like to write. i may not be good at it, but i love to just put my imagination on paper for peope to read, no-no, please hold your bias. im not like those odd dark rp oc furrys with the VERY edgy fursona, im just a random security guard who works a 9 to 5 job. i have delt and seen some terrible things happen where i live, my life isn't the best but i find ways to cope, this is just one of them. in my youth Most of my spare time, hung around a retirement home with my mother, i listened to alot of storys from veteran tankers, these storys where almost always gruesome and horrifyingly tragic, no matter what side your on or what country you fight for. 92 year old  russain loader told me that he had to cut off his arm with a bayonet because it was pinned in the mud under a burning Soviet T34's track, while his driver suicide bombed a tiger 1 with a hammer and a tank shell point blank into the gun slot, saving him and his commander's life, just to give an example. its very good inspiration from these brave men.

 everything in life is frustrating, sometimes involuntary thoughts emerge and darmacis is a representation of that. the type of thoughts you won't act upon but are always there.

 Alexander is me, someone who takes the punishment and keeps walking with a calm and optimistic attitude, swallowing the pain as if nothing happened, not helpless but feeling helpless. the yin and yang of human emotion basically....