Life's not great right now. And by not great i mean it's shity. I feel like nothing's
Worth doing. Everything i do my mind says i did wrong. My mind tells me I'm stupid and worthless. I'm so afraid that once the few friends i have find out that I'm like this, they'll bail on me. I've always been the one to help people, i help them even when i know they won't help me. But I'm fine with that. So many things are eating away at me. I want someone to help me to tell me it will all be okay even when i know for damn sure it won't be. I just want someone to care. I don't want pitty i just want someone to care enough to notice if i die.
