Alex , i wanna say im sorry.. I never got closure.. I felt stuck in that night.. I feel lost and scared with out.. An i miss so much my heart im the most painful..
All i wanted was too take care of you
And i wasnt able too and its killing more then anything..
I wish i could have taken you out more
I wish we could have gotten married
I wanted too get things but everything become so hard my job got too hard.. Ima loose everything.. I rather my appamrent if it ment i was gonna lose you.. I shoildve just let the apparment sink and i shouldve gone down with the ship. . . I dont wanna live with out.. I wish we could at least chat
