Alexandria Rose

Ever have that moment in life where everything seems perfect one day and the next your happiness is ripped away from you within the blink of an eye and you don't even know how it happened or why?
           #relatableproblems
          

*sighs*
          
          I don't know what to do anymore...this is getting to damn hard...
          
          *holds back tears*
           #frustrated #stressed 

Ever find that one series on Netflix that gets you hooked and the writers decide to ruin it by ending the ONLY season with a cliffhanger?!
           #WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY

Love yooooou <3

Ever had that time in your life where you thought that nothing could possibly ruin your moment because everything was going so good for you? And then not even like 5 minutes after...here comes a situation that you want to do something about but can't because you don't want your emotions to take over? Well shit...that's me right now...

Trying to calm myself down...

This is so FUCKING stupid...

Constantly thinking...ALWAYS thinking...

Dear Santa,
          
          I've been Naughty but I've also had my fair share of times when I've been the Nicest person to ever live...I may be too old to write you a letter...but the one wish that you haven't fulfilled yet...well...here it is...
          
          I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO GO BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS!
          
          I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE JUST LIKE HOW IT WAS BEFORE!
          
          I'M NOT CHILDISH I JUST KNOW WHAT I FUCKING WANT AND THAT IS WHAT I FUCKING WANT! I HATE BEING OVERLY FRUSTRATED WITH THIS! 
          
          So yeah...that's my Christmas wish this year...try not to fuck it up for me old man...

Why is it that when I wanna do something...I have no inspiration whatsoever...BUT when I don't want to do something...that's when inspiration hits me hard...
          
          WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO HARD?!
          
          I JUST WANT IT TO GO BACK TO THE WAY IT USED TO BE!
          
          SO...SO...SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING!!!
          
          
          SERIOUSLY!