Zion ★

This fucking actor has no right to be this FINE.

I NEED A MAN LIKE RICHARD GRAYSON

ITS MY BIRTHDAY (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

I messaged her again basically saying that I'm not reaching out anymore and that our relationship is over.
          
          She responded with "k"
          
          To think that we broke up because she couldn't accept the fact that the relationship wasn't about her and when I finally say how I feel, she ignores me is honestly crazy
          
          Thank God I got out of that relationship

This relationship is most likely over. Not that I care. Atp I'm glad.
          
          I messaged her on Instagram since I can't message her on discord anymore.
          
          I basically asked her if the relationship was over because I'm not gonna waste my time reaching out if she isn't going to respond.

Ok so she definitely unfriended me.
          
          I'm honestly really pissed that she didn't say anything whatsoever to me.
          
          She also blocked one of my accounts from seeing one of her TikTok accounts that she had with her friend (I'm pretty sure at least because I can't see it on my main but I can on my alt)
          
          I'm probably gonna message her at some point asking what the whole deal is. I'm just gonna ask her if we're together or not, because her doing all of that while also not answering what I said is fucking stupid. (The blocking thing happened at a different time)

⟨ ❏ ‹« talking about her again (sadly) »› ❏ ⟩
          
          
          She didn't answer me. I'm not that surprised if I'm being honest.
          
          
          I'm pretty sure she just unfriended me on discord, I know for a fact that I didn't unfriend her.
          
          
          I might message her asking if this is the end to our "relationship" or something like that if she doesn't message me back.
          
          
          Fucking stupid, she could have just told me that she wanted our "relationship" to be over if thats the case. I don't know it's just weird that she didn't say shit to me.

⟨ ❏ ‹« The final (?) Talk about her »› ❏ ⟩
          
          It's happening.
          
          
          I'm gonna send it to her when shes not online, because I don't want to see her messages just yet.
          
          
          I made three different variations of what I was gonna end up saying to her.
          
          
          They all consisted of 15 or more paragraphs. The one I chose had only 15 paragraphs.
          
          
          If she leaves me because of this than that's her loss ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

⟨ ❏ ‹« more talk about her »› ❏ ⟩
          
          
          I'm gonna talk to her soon, about how I feel it might take a bit because I can't fucking write how people make me feel especially if they hurt me in any way then it's even harder.
          
          
          This might lead to a break up but it's whatever.
          
          
          I'll give her a chance to see what she says about it when I text her and if it isn't as sincere as it should be then our "relationship" is over.
          
          
          I'll find someone better at some point. Might post introductions on TikTok or something. Get more friends and possibly a relationship out of that but idk what account I'm gonna do that on. «my sister follows my main account so if I post shit like that or smth she might start saying shit to me - idrc though.»
          
          «its really funny because that's exactly how my "relationship" with her started she had like an introduction or how I would be if I was your s/o type shit»

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          It's not getting better.
          
          
          I'm getting the opinions from a few of my friends and this relationship really fucking sucks.
          
          
          I hate the fact that I feel so used and manipulated because of her.
          
          
          It's just bringing back so much trauma from narcissistic people that did the same thing. I'm sick to my stomach.
          
          
          Not to mention how many personal things she knows about me that I haven't told anyone, it's honestly scary.