Deactivated

Back now! These past few weeks have been pretty bad for me, I've been having a lot of issues that were small at first get way worse because of small things. I'll just have a short list;
          
          1; got told I may be depressed
          2; they cancelled my autism referral we had active since 2019 ish
          3; I've been coping with any and all issues by taking painkillers when I don't need them and have made myself sick twice
          4; I've just had most of my friends forget about my existence, not even caring to respond to anything and when I was really sick because of my dysphoria and they knew about it and could've reached out, they didn't and the kids who HARRASSED me were the ones who reached out to me to ask if I was ok. 
          5; Just been having an overall shitty time irl and have been contemplating deleting this account in its entirety, just erasing it from the internet and starting over fresh.
          
          6; I'm slowly becoming more and more sick by the day, I'm spending most of my time asleep or feeling like sh1t and idk why, plus I'm terrified of asking for help in case I get brushed off as just regular sickness that's lasted for the past 17 weeks! 

This account is inactive as of 20th October 2022, I don't know when we will return to this account, but we will once everything is back to normal in our irl lifes. -Able

So a common cold is currently decimating my body functions because HOW, WHY DOES A COLD HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE ME LOSE CONTROL OF MY LEGS FOR AN HOUR AND THEN REMOVE MY ABILITY TO SMELL ANYTHING 

Dead?

Tbh the concept of Scps in a school documentary (specifically secondary UK schools) is such a funny concept because those are always so full of thinly veiled Ableism and general hatred of everything, I'd just pay to hear the narrator's of those (w/ the dead voice and general inability to feel any emotion or express it vocally) try and narrate a bunch of anomalies all doing varying insane/dangerous acts that slowly descend into even more dangerous acts till they end up in the equivalent of isolation (it's literally just a room that's white and silent) because they're endangering eachother.

Nothing better than going non verbal in a call with your parents and having to explain that your phone mic stopped working through messages and praying they don't realise your not on mute and have actually removed your ability to speak because something just overwhelmed your senses!!!!! /not good thing

Oh god I am bleeding oh god no 

News flash!!!;
          
          People (me) can no longer be in pain and not want to take medication for it because of the size of the medication because my nan said it's impossible!!!/j
          
          
          (I'm not going to chew those large tablets they're just not what I'm used to and I'd probably vomit before I got them anywhere near my face)

Me omw to die of random rib pain I've only had once and that was because of a cracked rub and I'm doing PE the next day;
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          (I got to move form and the new form haven't called me something that's the equivalent of a slur so doing good)

Prepare for trouble! And make it double! To protect the world from devastation! To unite all peoples within our nation! To denounce the evils of truth and love! To extend our reach to the stars above! Jessie! James! Team Rocket blasts off at the speed of light! Surrender now, or prepare to fight!Prepare for trouble! And make it double! To protect the world from devastation! To unite all peoples within our nation! To denounce the evils of truth and love! To extend our reach to the stars above! Jessie! James! Team Rocket blasts off at the speed of light! Surrender now, or prepare to fight!Prepare for trouble! And make it double! To protect the world from devastation! To unite all peoples within our nation! To denounce the evils of truth and love! To extend our reach to the stars above! Jessie! James! Team Rocket blasts off at the speed of light! Surrender now, or prepare to fight!Prepare for trouble! And make it double! To protect the world from devastation! To unite all peoples within our nation! To denounce the evils of truth and love! To extend our reach to the stars above! Jessie! James! Team Rocket blasts off at the speed of light! Surrender now, or prepare to fight
          
          ( I have typed this out so many times I'm slightly worried for my mental state)