👑Matt🛍

It been a while since we talk... Uhm I going to quit wattpad.. But my DMS will be open ok and I love your books at you please updated them I wonder what going to happen!!! But thanks for having my back. It means a lot to me you are the best! 

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Hello guys, I got into a fight with my bully Aiden I think I sprained my arm he cheated because he had his friends beat me up this b**** could not fight for himself I had the f****** fight for myself give him a black eye but he almost broke my arm I've tried to start over with this b**** over and over and over and over and over again or accept it neither does his friends his stupid friends are annoying anyways they're b**** ass f****** now whatsoever that I want to get in a fight with him I did not agree to the fight he started the fight and I just can't do it anymore he's lucky he just got a black eye I could have done worse I'm using mic right now so I do not have to type with the hand that's probably sprained I never trusted him in the first place
                                            Alex-

Dear, @Big_Colin_simp_ever I am sorry I am asking if we can start over. I am still learning to try to respect for others to respect me I'm still learning at this time but this is an apology letter I realized that everyone has gone through something at least I'm not saying you have to accept this apology I did yell first I did start our arguments first you're right I was never there when things happen I am not on any one side until further notice I'm trying not to get my tiwn sister into this I am trying to change if you hate me you can block me you can report me I might even delete this app after everything that's happened in the past I'm trying to learn to trust people and get rid of my trust issues and stop having my anxiety issues I'm still trying to learn if I say anything rude or hateful please ignore it and go on with your day

⚠️WT cutting self VENT⚠️ so Thursday my girlfriend she let me use her jacket when she took it off... there were Cuts all over her arm I have never have cut myself But she Did.. she's an abuse Survivor she's been abused sister's been raped her brother has been body shamed she's been bullied she's been through a lot to get here like today she doesn't even have parents. . . . And one day she showed me her colored pencil pouch and inside of her eraser A Blade.... I'm never mad at her I'm not mad at her but it is not okay to do this it's not okay to cut yourself.

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⚠️WT VENT⚠️ let's talk about my ex-girlfriend this b**** ass mother f***** hates me now because I had to do stuff that was important holding my tears for almost everything everything I try to f****** cut myself with is f****** plastic I want to guess my brother doesn't care anymore about me as much as I care about him he doesn't care about me now Laura has Snapchat trying to find where I live I'm worrying about all this stuff I had to take a break so I took a break and on Valentine's Day I came back to surprise my ex-girlfriend she ignored me that furry and I'm not trying to be mean Charlotte is who she cared about the most she wasn't even happy that I was back the next day after my sleepover with my best friend I went on Roblox went to the game where she asked me out at and I song Daisy Bell she thought I was insane or like the girl named Daisy I didn't I wasn't insane I never loved the girl named Daisy she hates me and I don't know what to do but I have someone new now her name is China and she's way better she's actually there for me she knows everything that happens but what my ex-girlfriend did she acted like she loved me say she loved me and then packed her things and left it's what it felt like because I cried every f****** tear now I feel like I have no f****** Ass  tear I've been body shamed almost my whole life abused raped assaulted there's more than just that but I won't say it and I have a lot to worry about now it feels like no one gives a f****** crap except for my friends on this app and my sister and support me thank you: @tordsmp123 @eddworldfantom1 thank you

⚠️WT Vent⚠️ listen up to all the Cyber bullies that bully people on here I do not tolerate people who bully other people if I see someone bullying another person or someone who I follow I will go ballistics and what I mean by that is I'm going to be very angry even if it's a tiny little thing I've been bullied for a long time since first grade I do not tolerate bullying it's something I will not pull up with I may have anger issues but my brother has autism he's in high school and he can't add some people who have autism can't even talk so the people who fake autism I will not tolerate either I have ADHD but that has nothing to do with that autism means you cannot make other people can my brother's been bullied throughout kindergarten for having autism he's been abused he made did something bad which I will not say but he's messed up in the brain he can't help that I've been there for him he's been there for me faking autism for attention is not funny or hilarious it's rude and disrespectful and I will not tolerate it I don't want to see people bullying other people ever including if they have autism I may not have autism but my brother does and he's related to me and that's what's important it was the only one there for me my sister was too but not all the time I will not tolerate it neither will my sister/@tordsmp123 I will never forgive my bullies all they do is say they're going to burn up all of the Pride Flags I do not tolerate this neither do I tolerate faking autism it's not funny it's not funny to make fun of other people be nice and stay safe and I mean it the people who bully other people does that make you feel better of yourself because the people who you bully everyday they feel bad about themselves I've been called a furry a slot and I've been told when you going to kill yourself are you going to fall off of a cliff yet it's disrespectful and rude stay safe and be nice and I mean be nice ❤Alex out- 

⚠️WT vent⚠️ I've not been feeling good for these past few days I just did a parent-teacher conference I'm going back to school Monday I don't know how I'm going to feel about that kids recently found my Tik Tok account at my school and they've been making fun of it they called me a creep cuz I made videos of them but it had none of their faces on it it was gacha life/ Club I've ignored these kids for the past few days it just got worse and worse kids said a cuss word and I told them to watch their language and now every time that kid passes by my table they mock me saying a "language" I'm only saying it on this app because this is the only app I can say my feelings because my classmates don't know they don't have this app I've tried communicating with the teachers about this they would never care they act like total ASS HOLES favorite moved me and my one friend Travis and moved me away from my sister and then my other friend China which is Travis's sister and it made an X with us 4 it's rude and disrespectful I've been nice to these teachers I realize the only teacher who cares was the counselor teacher long time ago I scared the kids saying that I was Raped he never talk to me again the boy's name was Tyce... I think that's all I have to say