Alexthemarshmellow

Hello Ive gotten a couple of messages from wattpad saying that people are worried about me. I'm alive and well I haven't been online a lot because of school since I'm in highschool so I wont be ative as much. I needed a break from social media so please dont worry. Ive been working on my mental health and it has gotten better and Ive started working out more so Im not that focused anymore on being on my phone since I want my grades up and mental health to improve. 
          	Thank you guys for being here for me and giving me advice it means a lot to me.

Alexthemarshmellow

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 Thank you for leaving this comment. Life is tough but I keep on trying and it makes me feel more motivated to keep going because of people like you even though your going through a tuff time you still are worried and spreading your kindness to other people. I've been able to get over that break up and I feel better since I don't have the pressure to do something I don't want to do to please my ex or damage my self image or self respect. Thank you for looking at the brighter side even though life is being tough on you but keep going life is shit at times but after a while life becomes more relaxed and then you realize that you are stronger then other because of all the tears and burnouts and headaches and other stuff you've suffered along the way and that alone should make you proud that you are still standing in this world and with all the crazy stuff happening. Im proud that you still care for others in your time of need and are still looking forwards to the future. Your right people are gonna hate because they don't known what we've been through and their stupidity is what causes the to not realize that their wrong and are being offensive us and cant fathom what we have went through. Thats good that you believe it because it's not their right to criticize you in anyway or form because they haven't been what you went through or have to hear and deal with. They cannot even hate us for simply trying to get help or get advice or try to improve because they cant  handle the fact that you are stronger then them since you have the galls to ask for help and try to move on even though it takes a while to heal and move on. Thank you for pushing others forward thank you for being here and existing. Thank you for taking time out of your day to make sure someone else is doing fine. Please keep going no matter what you deserve a chance at life no matter what others say, you deserve to be yourself and be who you want to be don't let others define who you are, no matter what
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999The_Fallen666

@Alexthemarshmellow Hey dude. I haven't really gotten to know you at all (hoping you're still okay) and I finally noticed that you followed me. I really don't care that you did but I do care about your safety and health. Coming from someone who had to go to the mental hospital twice in the span of one month, I want you to be okay. Having low moments like this make me want to give up and just let go of life. Sensitive topic: I tried to hang myself last week. Nobody noticed. Nobody care. Nobody even saw the marks on my neck and if they did, they never said anything. That doesn't mean that no one cares about me. I'm still trying to keep going. Sure things haven't been easy, I only got out of my toxic relationship last year and only just recently realized I had been sexually assaulted multiple times and almost r@p3d in that relationship. But even though i'm scared. I just try to think of the things i'm looking forward to. I know that we don't know each other in real life but I do care about you. Stay safe. Don't mind any rude comments you get online or in person because, let's be honest, the people insulting you are idiots. Their opinions don't matter and i'm still trying to believe that for myself. Thank you for trying to keep going. Thank you for waking up and thank you for eating. Everything that seems little to us but matters to you is something we should praise you for doing. So thank you. ❤❤
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Alexthemarshmellow

Hello Ive gotten a couple of messages from wattpad saying that people are worried about me. I'm alive and well I haven't been online a lot because of school since I'm in highschool so I wont be ative as much. I needed a break from social media so please dont worry. Ive been working on my mental health and it has gotten better and Ive started working out more so Im not that focused anymore on being on my phone since I want my grades up and mental health to improve. 
          Thank you guys for being here for me and giving me advice it means a lot to me.

Alexthemarshmellow

this message may be offensive
 Thank you for leaving this comment. Life is tough but I keep on trying and it makes me feel more motivated to keep going because of people like you even though your going through a tuff time you still are worried and spreading your kindness to other people. I've been able to get over that break up and I feel better since I don't have the pressure to do something I don't want to do to please my ex or damage my self image or self respect. Thank you for looking at the brighter side even though life is being tough on you but keep going life is shit at times but after a while life becomes more relaxed and then you realize that you are stronger then other because of all the tears and burnouts and headaches and other stuff you've suffered along the way and that alone should make you proud that you are still standing in this world and with all the crazy stuff happening. Im proud that you still care for others in your time of need and are still looking forwards to the future. Your right people are gonna hate because they don't known what we've been through and their stupidity is what causes the to not realize that their wrong and are being offensive us and cant fathom what we have went through. Thats good that you believe it because it's not their right to criticize you in anyway or form because they haven't been what you went through or have to hear and deal with. They cannot even hate us for simply trying to get help or get advice or try to improve because they cant  handle the fact that you are stronger then them since you have the galls to ask for help and try to move on even though it takes a while to heal and move on. Thank you for pushing others forward thank you for being here and existing. Thank you for taking time out of your day to make sure someone else is doing fine. Please keep going no matter what you deserve a chance at life no matter what others say, you deserve to be yourself and be who you want to be don't let others define who you are, no matter what
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999The_Fallen666

@Alexthemarshmellow Hey dude. I haven't really gotten to know you at all (hoping you're still okay) and I finally noticed that you followed me. I really don't care that you did but I do care about your safety and health. Coming from someone who had to go to the mental hospital twice in the span of one month, I want you to be okay. Having low moments like this make me want to give up and just let go of life. Sensitive topic: I tried to hang myself last week. Nobody noticed. Nobody care. Nobody even saw the marks on my neck and if they did, they never said anything. That doesn't mean that no one cares about me. I'm still trying to keep going. Sure things haven't been easy, I only got out of my toxic relationship last year and only just recently realized I had been sexually assaulted multiple times and almost r@p3d in that relationship. But even though i'm scared. I just try to think of the things i'm looking forward to. I know that we don't know each other in real life but I do care about you. Stay safe. Don't mind any rude comments you get online or in person because, let's be honest, the people insulting you are idiots. Their opinions don't matter and i'm still trying to believe that for myself. Thank you for trying to keep going. Thank you for waking up and thank you for eating. Everything that seems little to us but matters to you is something we should praise you for doing. So thank you. ❤❤
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Alexthemarshmellow

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*Rant* (I would like some advice) So my boyfriend broke up with me and now I want to die because i had to celebrate my birthday too and now i hate my life even more and I'm throwing up all my food that I eat. I had to break up with my bf or ex bf because I moved and his health going to shambles and the worst part is that I can't help him anymore because Im not there and Im not his gf anymore however I found out I can move back in three years but idk if he'll even love me still after all these year's and I want to yell at my mom for lying to me and saying shit about him I just feel empty and I don't think he'll love me still after three years what if he falls inlove with someone else what if I die before I move back? I don't know anymore his my first bf and I feel so lost and heartbroken can someone tell me what I can do to help him or finish highschool more faster or move out more faster? Or just how to convince my ma to let me move in with my older brother or sister?

Alexthemarshmellow

@Todoroni_00 That means a lot too me my family didn't help and just criticized me and now Im happy too say that Im doing well mental and my stress has gone down and that Im still alive and well. I've just finished my first semester and I passing all my classes! So thank you for helping me at my lowest both of you inspired me to keep going and helped so Thank you for helping me!
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Todoroni_00

@Alexthemarshmellow I'm glad things got better for u! That's good that u realized u were I'm a toxic relationship, I'm proud of u
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Alexthemarshmellow

@Todoroni_00 Im sorry I've barely saw your reply I haven't been on wattpad in a while. Also thank you for the advice it means a lot to me, you are right if its ment to be then he'll wait for me but he didn't and left me for another girl who I heard cheated on him and his mental health isn't doing too good now. I've been thinking about my relationship with him but now that I remember it I was naive and was in a toxic relationship. I've moved on I feel bad for him time to time but that's what he chose to do. Ive been working on myself and I feel great and more energetic and I don't find myself to be stressed or angry. He caused me a lot of issues but now that he is gone those issues are gone now.
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Alexthemarshmellow

Do I feel ashamed for soo many books on *Read later* ummm no

Alexthemarshmellow

Oh shush Im just switching fandom to fandom be all the fandoms Im in is dyeing
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Acethemarshmallow

@Alexthemarshmellow wait I forgot your grounded 
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Acethemarshmallow

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@Alexthemarshmellow dumb bitch why so much?
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greekgoddessRose

Alexthemarshmellow can you follow me 
          alexthewriter123 is like really good in person

GraveyardSkully

@greekgoddessrule Oh, okay. She can be kinda vague sometimes that was confusing.
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Alexthemarshmellow

@AlexTheWriter123 I they were asking if I can follow you but I forgot that I already did
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UwU26164

Hey, thank you for the fallow (>•♡•)>✨✨✨✨
          If you want check out my books but it's all up to you :D

Alexthemarshmellow

Okay bye little bean!
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UwU26164

I acctually gtg now bye bye sweet
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