Alfa-XVI

Anyone watching Eurovision tonight? I just watch it because...why not? I mean, my country (Sweden) is in the finals (which is the only part of Eurovision I watch) so I just do. I don't think we'll win, but idk. I mean, no offence to Austria or JJ from last year, but I did genuinely think we'd win with KAJ (JJ was great though, so happy he won either way) 
          	
          	Is anyone else watching or just me? if you are, who are you cheering for. I'm cheering for both Sweden, which is my own country, and Greece (idk, I'm not sure who do cheer for)

Felsiaa22

@Alfa-XVI Nah I'm not watching this year, I'm from Poland and I'm mostly disappointed with what We have (I only Liked Gladiator by Jann, which was the year I was watching lol). But I'm going to my Aunt's B-day today and I'm pretty sure We will watch some parts there cuz We always do.
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Alfa-XVI

Anyone watching Eurovision tonight? I just watch it because...why not? I mean, my country (Sweden) is in the finals (which is the only part of Eurovision I watch) so I just do. I don't think we'll win, but idk. I mean, no offence to Austria or JJ from last year, but I did genuinely think we'd win with KAJ (JJ was great though, so happy he won either way) 
          
          Is anyone else watching or just me? if you are, who are you cheering for. I'm cheering for both Sweden, which is my own country, and Greece (idk, I'm not sure who do cheer for)

Felsiaa22

@Alfa-XVI Nah I'm not watching this year, I'm from Poland and I'm mostly disappointed with what We have (I only Liked Gladiator by Jann, which was the year I was watching lol). But I'm going to my Aunt's B-day today and I'm pretty sure We will watch some parts there cuz We always do.
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Alfa-XVI

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Fucking great! On top of the fact I fought with my best and like only friend, my girlfriend also broke up with me! My life is just...great...

esturg

@Alfa-XVI Oh no, I hate when that happens! I'm here to talk if you want ♡
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Fennekfoxy

@ Alfa-XVI  I'm so sorry, good luck further in your life! Hopefully writing will do you well, it always helps me process my feelings....
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Alfa-XVI

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Re-reading the earlier parts of A Deck of Cards {The Story of Aria} is weird. Firstly, I see how shit my writing was earlier on and secondly, it is kinda fun to see how much Aria had changed over the course of the story.

Felsiaa22

@Alfa-XVI I always feel the same with my Books :'>
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Alfa-XVI

There probably won't be any updates today or tomorrow. Today, there is something called Valborg, a Swedish holiday, and tomorrow it's the first of May, which is...also a holiday apparently (I'm also going to my gf birthday party, so that might be why I won't update) Anyway, hope you have liked all my stories so far!

Felsiaa22

@Alfa-XVI Thanks Youu :D Well, mine is today TwT
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Alfa-XVI

@Felsiaa22 really? Happy birthday!  My gf’s birthday is actually the 16th but she’s celebrating it tomorrow, as we are off school due to it being a holiday
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Felsiaa22

@Alfa-XVI Oh it's also my Birthday party tomorrow- Hope You'll have fun <3
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Alfa-XVI

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I had an awful day...fuck me. My best friend got pissed at me and I spent the whole day crying. To most that's probably pathetic, but due to some trauma about being in similar situations where I have lost the one friend I have (as I suck at making friends and only have one each year basically) I'm scared she'll hate me or something. Like, she one of the only friends I have and I don't know what to do. I asked her on Friday if she found me annoying and she said no, but now she got annoyed at me and said my option didn't matter or something, I barely remember. Idk what to do...I really don't. I swear I have BPD or something with these abandonment issues. Like, I'm not sure if I'll even go to school otherwise. I have no interest in going unless I have a friend...and yeah. I just needed to rant somewhere, sorry for wasting your time

Fennekfoxy

@Alfa-XVI I had the same in my first year a elementry school, I had like on best friend three times in one year, every time they let me down or I left them. Now, I have learned to not let friends go if they just one day don't like me and to stand up for myself. I have a happy time at school now, in fourth class already and have a friend group of six. So, it is not weird and it will probably be fixed, good luck!
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Felsiaa22

@Alfa-XVI Mostly same, I'm just going through 2 worst days of the past few weeks right now, well at least I skipped school today and one of my teachers got pissed at me cuz of that, since I was supposed to write a test :')
              Even if She's annoyed at You, it doesn't mean She finds You annoying. Those are 2 different things to be annoyed at Someone and think They're annoying. Like, I don't have a single Friend that I wasn't annoyed at, at least a few times, but I don't find Them annoying. I don't know what the whole opinion thing was about, but well, She was wrong. Every Person's opinion is important, unless They act like Their opinion is a fact, then it's not worth caring about Those People, it's toxic.
              Honestly I have the same thing with not going to school if my Friend isn't coming, on top of that She has a weak immune system and is often badly sick. I have Other People to talk to, but not really to sit with (Unless Someone is absent, at my school the desks are mostly for 4 People, but the People I talk to sit in group of 4 so yeah) which is mostly the worst for me.
              I'd say just give Her some time, I don't really know what happend but yeah, Friendship needs respect on Both sides, maybe She's also worried and regrets what She said. Also depends what happend in the end, if You were talking somewhat normally later or not.
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bigfriendlyapple

@Alfa-XVI that isn't pathetic at all, I also used to have friendship troubles. I'm sure she doesn't hate you or anything because best friends have altercations, all strong relationships have hiccups, romantic, parental, friendly etc, issues tend to heal after short time between best friends, I'd know because me and my childhood best friend would have  an argument then we acted like nothing happened the next day.
            Maybe try apologizing or clearing up what happened when you see her next, I'm not really sure because I don't know exactly what happened.
            
            But you don't waste people's time by venting, they choose to read it. And you have every right to vent if you need to :)
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Alfa-XVI

So I was listening to music on shuffle on my Aria playlist and suddenly a song popped up called I LUV U by Mia Rodriguez and realized how much it suits Aria and Cole sometimes. Idk…I have an allergic reaction from paint after playing paintball and I’m on my way to get my ID photos taken…I look like a tomato…yay…

Felsiaa22

@Alfa-XVI Omg I hate paintball No one can force me to play it.
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Alfa-XVI

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Holy fuck! Anyone watched Season 4 of Dragons Rising?! I think it's the best season so far!
          
          Spoiler warnings!!
          
          Jaya my babies ❤️ finally!!! ❤️❤️❤️
          The hell you mean Morro appeared for five seconds?! bro!!!
          Tween Lloyd, my child. Lloyd and his younger nonexistent self's banter was so funny  "So, for how long did I keep that haircut?" "When did I forget what a comb was. No wonder you don't have a girlfriend." "Hey!" 

Felsiaa22

@Alfa-XVI I saw some Scenes and heard it's the best Season and it's like the Old Ninjago. I haven't staryed yet hut I'm going to watch it soon, even tho I'm watching some stuff now (Naruto + Naruto Shippuuden + Camp Creataceous + Season 13 of Ninjago) TwT
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