Call Me Alice

Keep fightiing <3 here for you if you need to chat! love you xxx

@AliceAndWonderland  please seek out a mental health counselor, there are some that go by income base, and if you need a referral please speak with your doctor. My doctor refer me to one and put me on medication that seem to help. 

@BlueAngelDiamond Sometimes I wish I could do that.... But I can't look in the mirror..... When I shower I make sure to stear clear of it so I don't have to glance..... The only I look at myself is to make sure my hair is okay and to make sure my make-up isn't messed up............. I've tried so desperately to try and feel like I'm worth something but I can never do it...... Even if I did tell myself good things..... I would always have the voice in my head that contridicts everything. 

@AliceAndWonderland don't put yourself down there will always be haters in this world & beyond. What you write may have great impact on somebody.  Face a mirror and say I'm beautiful, smart, a wonderful person, I am worthy no matter what any one says ( over time you'll start to believe it cause it is true). 

@AliceAndWonderland  Thank you for following me :-)

I really want some one to comment on one of my poems and say how good I am.... Then I remembered how horrible of a writer I am and how I'm never going to get that no matter how long I ahve my things posted....