Looking back at your profile, it makes me sad. Why would you feel the need to lie about so many things? To hurt so many poeple? Your profile makes me sad, because you hurt others becauce (I think) you were hurting.
"Hurt people hurt people"
I don't know what happened in your life, I'm sorry, whatever happened, but the thing is, that is an exuse for this, not a reason. You had no reason to treat these people so poorly. Wattpad is a safe space, you could have reached out for help, you could have said and done things that were true, but instead you lied. You made people believe you were something you aren't. That alone is hard for these people who considered you a friend. Remember, there are real people behind our screens. We feel real emotions. We have real pain. We have real empathy.
You wrote about yourself as if you were a character in a book, not as if it was you. The things you said and discribed, they were false, or at least some of it was.
You lied, so we don't know where the lies end, and the truth starts. We don't know what to believe. You broke our trust, and have done nothing to regain it.
"Remember me. Please. As the girl who confessed. Not the girl who lied."-you, @Alice_The_Arianator
I will remember you. I will remember you as someone who lied to us, who hurt people, who was broken, but I will also remember you as someone who confessed. At the end, you owned up to it, or at least part of it. There will be people who don't fully forgive you. Know they are right, you don't deserve forgiveness, you hurt them, and naturally, they are mad. You are a whole person, yes, you lied. Yes, you confessed to some or part of it. Now take the next step, tell the FULL truth. Delete your stories, or better yet, your account. If you are determined to be on Wattpad, make a different account. Tell the truth. Don't lie. I'm sorry about your pain, but everyone has it. You aren't alone, I am wishing the best for you, thanks for your time, @fictionfangirl56