I am certain when I said that I have never been inlove with anyone before, and up until this moment, I know that I'm still not.
But...
When I saw his smile, I suddenly felt those frisky butterflies on my stomach, rejoicing at its utmost. His deep voice is already enough to make my knees tremble due to an unexplainable feeling. And his laugh, yes it's just a laugh, but it is more than enough to make my heart melt, just like how the hailstone melted when placed in front of a bonfire. And the way he thinks, it's just uniquely tremendous that will surely make anyone marvel. I have already met such men before but this man, I don't know if it's just because of the excitement, but I feel something new everytime I'm with him. But don't worry, I know my limitation, we're just friends and I am happy with it. 
*sigh
Fine, as of now I am completely happy, but I know that there will come a time that I need to face a heartache. Because I know that I am not that kind of woman that he wishes to be with. I mean it's just me, and I know that I will never be the perfect girl that will suit him. He deserve someone who could match his beautiful way of thinking, and it's not me, sadly it will never be me. I know I will never be the reason of his sweetest smile, nor the sudden speed of his heartbeat. All I can do is to wish for his happiness, even if that happiness doesn't include me. All I can do is to think of his smile before I go to sleep and think about his voice whenever I woke up in the morning.
I'm not yet inlove, but as of now, all I can say is that,
I
like
him.

-ali