AllForMJ

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AllForMJ

Mood: I miss my Michael.  You know when it's just one of those days where you can't think straight. Everything goes wrong and your heart hurts. And you just cry because the only person you feel cares isn't here anymore..... 
          And you get mad at the likes of Lisa-Marie for not trying hard enough to save him. You say 'I would have done it better! I would have saved him!' Because the only thing you want in the whole world is to have his arms around you and hear him say ' I love you.' 
          
          Even if I'm just 1 fan out of a billion to hear those words from him would keep me going everyday. But now that he's gone. Sometimes  it's hard for me, hard for US as moonwalkers and it sucks because no one understands how you feel. And people call you dramatic but they don't understand. What it's like to lose your idol. I just want him back. I just want to know my Michael is alive amd breathing. I want to know he's there and one day I'll be able to hug him and smell him. But I can't and it's the worst thing in the world.

srk2015

I understand. I'm sure others do as well. But, I always like to think that he's in a better place now and is watching over all of us, especially his kids. I always feel that he's there when I'm listening to his music or when I randomly think about him. At times, I associate him with the moon at night because I think he liked the stars and night a lot, so that might be a fun place for him to hang out around. Ha, sorry if that sounds silly. But, it's normal to feel that way with the loss of someone you care about. It's okay. :)
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thepaperbunny

I got through all the emotions around the 25th and then brush them off until the next year. Time does really heal, or so I believe. But I question why our timelines didn't cross too. 
            
            No. People don't understand the intensity of the connection with him, but you have to remind yourself that he is in heaven. He loves you.
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AllForMJ

@thepaperbunny the actual struggles
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