Borkenshire

That dream felt too real.

I feel like I'll pass out soon.

Damn the local stores for selling fake cigarettes. They taste like cardboard.

I'm partly thankful you're not following me. I'd be dead if you did.

I'm still locked out.  Dammit.

I'm locked out.

I'm back home. And I can't smoke heeeeere. -_-

Is it wrong to say I'm depressed about Luhan leaving and at the same time I'm glad he's finally home?
          
          The whole fandom is on full mode mourning right now, not just EXO-L but all the fandoms, probably. We need to stay strong for Luhan, guys. Wu Fan and the remaining active members too. I know it pains them to read all those comments in every social media, but we still have to cheer them on. 
          
          I'm pissed at my boyfriend because he's dissing me. He can never understand the kind of heartbreak we've had, both from Kris and Luhan. "I still won't care if all of them leaves the band," was what he said. And now I'm on my second pack of cigarettes and half-way through my fifth cup of coffee.
          
          And I find it funny that his post on IG (I think) had a typo, it made me love him even more.
          
          I hope Wu Fan and Lulu would meet up and hug each other. That would mean alot to the fans.
          
          EXO saranghaja, guys. 
          
          I send you a virtual vice tight, bear hug. >:(<

Get your shit together SM.

Two heartbreaks in less than half a year is too much, plus the thing with Jessica makes it all the worse. Can the fandom handle another member leaving? How will EXO-M continue with only 4 boys? Stay strong EXO-stans, we'll believe in Luhan the same way we believed in Kris. 
          
          I can't help but feel scared for everyone else. Luhan may not be on top of my list but he's still part of EXO, even after this horrible news.