@AllTheLoveAndJoy
Hey, guys, I know I disappeared off the face of the earth. I’ve had a lot happen recently, new job, boyfriend and then got my heart shattered by said first boyfriend, so I’ve just taken time for me for a while, but I’m planning on coming back and working on editing and updating my stories again. If you have any preferences on which stories get work first, feel free to tell me! I missed you guys. It’s good to be back. :)
Why did I think your pfp was Justin Bieber
Merry Christmas and Happy New Years to everyone!! I’m so excited I got a brand new iPad to replace my old broken one!
Merry Christmas and happy New Years to you too, hope you feel better with how you’ve been feeling lately, I wish you so much happiness!!
I have found myself thinking about suicide again. Sometimes it feels like my life is a joke.
@Amytron30 I agree, covid has significantly increased many people’s anxiety. I have also found that my anxiety has become pretty severe. I am sorry to hear that yours also increased. I pray that you adjust to the medication. I hope it helps you out and that soon you won’t need that medicine anymore. This year has been a mess to say the least. That’s pretty much why my mental health along with many others has went down the drain.
@AllTheLoveAndJoy I'm glad you are happy with the schedule. That can be a big source of stress if you have to work a crappy schedule. Yeah covid has made a mess of things. My anxiety has gotten so much worse this year because of... geez... it seems like everything, but mostly covid. I was having anxiety attacks and everything. Had to get on medication and I really hate taking medication, but it was getting pretty bad, it was an everyday thing.
@Amytron30 Ohhh, I see. So, you also work with less fortunate/vulnerable groups of people? That’s really neat. I’m glad you’re enjoying your job. One thing I have found is nice with this job is that the schedule is pretty good and I find it a little bit fulfilling knowing I’m helping people that really need it. I hope you are able to start up those classes again soon. Covid has really messed with a lot of people’s lives.
Thank you for adding Unveiling Love! ♥️♥️ Happy reading!
I literally don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I’m gonna be honest with y’all. I am not going to commit suicide. But, I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately. I’m in such a dark place in my mind. I constantly cry and can’t keep myself together.
I hate it when you’re doing something and you just start crying and can’t stop. I’m clearing the table and things are just ugly in my life. Now I’m trying not to cry. Ugh, I hate crying when I just want to make it stop!!!! Just stop.
I found myself thinking of the creep/jerk who told me not to wear dark lipstick. (He found one of my selfies on my Twitter.) I told him I will wear what I want to wear. He doesn’t get to control me. I’m so glad he’s out of my life now! I’m wearing dark lipstick today. Yeah, buddy!
@Seriously567 Amen to that, sister! I told him I didn’t even know him. Then blocked him from my life.
@Seriously567 He was, honestly. He claimed he was in love with me in the span of knowing me for only an hour. No joke.
I have 145 stuffed animals now. My 145th stuffed animal is a red fox named Felix. I just got him today. He’s so soft. <3
I apologize for my very emotional message below. Things in my life this year have just been crumbling underneath my feet. I’ve been keeping my head just above the water for a while. Then all of this 5SOS stuff comes out and I just lost it last night. I’m not forming an opinion over the 5SOS thing right now. I just know that I’m so so hurt. Everything has been bottled up. This 5SOS thing was like pouring a bunch of water into a glass that’s already full. Eventually all of that water just begins to overflow all at once. That’s exactly what’s happened to my life right now. I appreciate the encouragement and support. I really need it. Thank you all. I will reach out to one of you if I feel like I can open up and need someone to talk to.
@AllTheLoveAndJoy don’t apologize for having feelings love. we’re always here <33 stay safe
