Jade

Giving it a shot 
          I just published "Sleeping With Sirens " of my story "Song Lyrics ". https://my.w.tt/nvazRmydLZ

Best song to have ever played out of my headphones 
          
          How It Feels to Be Lost
          
          Sleeping With Sirens
          
          Life is walking on a tight rope
          With nothing but a blindfold
          It's a long way, it's a long way down
          I'm, yeah, I'm a little crazy
          But can you really blame me?
          It's a long way, it's a long way down
          
          For every step that I take
          I take two steps back
          It's like a punch to the face
          It's like a knife right in the
          (Knife right in the, knife right in the, knife right in the)
          
          It's like a knife right in the back
          Like a bullet to the head
          Why can't I understand?
          The blood is on my hands
          Now I'm standing on the edge
          With nowhere to go (To go)
          This is how it feels, this is how it feels
          How it feels to be
          Lost, lost
          
          I've been stranded in an ocean
          Treading water but it's hopeless, hopeless
          It's a long way, it's a long way down
          Why am I always on the brink of
          Losing it all? Am I just wasting my time?
          It's a long way, it's a long way down
          
          For every step that I take
          I take two steps back
          It's like a punch to the face
          
          It's like a knife right in the back
          Like a bullet to the head
          Why can't I understand?
          The blood is on my hands
          Now I'm standing on the edge
          With nowhere to go (To go)
          This is how it feels, this is how it feels
          How it feels to be
          Lost, lost, lost
          
          And it's a long way down (It's a long way down)
          And it's a long way down (Long way down)
          Why do I do this to myself?
          Why do I put myself through hell?
          And will I ever understand
          The blood is on my hands?
          (Knife right in the, knife right in the, knife right in the)
          
          It's like a knife right in the back
          Like a bullet to the head
          Why can't I understand
          The blood is on my hands?
          Now I'm standing on the edge
          With nowhere to go (To go)
          This is how it feels, this is how it feels
          How it feels to be
          Lost, lost
          How it feels to be
          Lost

Going offline for the next while... I'm going to New York with my dad tomorrow and from there on we'll be going to Dubai from around the 15th of September so I'll be back on maby around October or possibly if I get wifi or something XD 

I've been dead all weekend... I actually can't believe I've  been studying all weekend instead of reading Wattpad XD  

I have suddenly gained a new prospective in life and I think I've made my mind up I'm going to major in psychology next year I wanna become like a therapist for the troubled youth and people struggling with any form of addiction 

You think you're better than me
          You don't like what you see
          I think it's best we agree to disagree
          I'm doing fine by myself
          I never asked for your help
          I think it's best we agree to disagree.
          
          - Sleeping With Sirens Agree To Disagree 
          
          This year is officially their best year yet!! 

WTF!! My dad just paid $1500 into my bank account and it's not even my birthday or any special occasion and I know for a fact it isn't the child support because he paid that a week ago... oh well hot topic here I come!! 

I'm considering stuffing my sister into a box and shipping her to Bulgaria 

I'm debating on whether or not I should get out of bed I'm strongly leaning towards the staying in bed all day option 

I've been blasting Brand New Numb by Motionless In White all day it's my favorite song atm