Allaboutkey
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uhm...Hi..I know I promised a chatfic chapter and I was really excited to get started but life is fucking me over right now and while it's not an excuse I kinda need to vent...Last week started off bad then got better and turned worse. I also had a very deep convo with a guy I don't really talk to and we really have a lot in comment but uhm... I cried The problem with me is that I actually care too much and not enough like there's hundred of stuff I want to do but I don't bc I'm feeling lzy and it makes feel bad about myself even more like wtf is wrong with me ?! And then don't get me sarted on my parents like sometimes they make e feel like I'm ungrateful for stating my own opinion and mostly my dad who never used to care about my para social activities (I do dance) is suddenly interested. Like when I started my sis started basketball at the same time and when we would talk over the phone (he lives in another country bc of work) he asked her so many questions but when it was my turn it'd be like oh don't focus so much on it keep going with you studies or it's not a real job so you better forget it.I think that ruined our relatonship a little so now when we call I answer with yes, no or Idk.....Yeah holy fucking yap that was long anyways that's it byeee!!! ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆