Allaboutkey

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uhm...Hi..I know I promised a chatfic chapter and I was really excited to get started but life is fucking me over right now and while it's not an excuse I kinda need to vent...Last week started off bad then got better and turned worse. I also had a very deep convo with a guy I don't really talk to and we really have a lot in comment but uhm... I cried The problem with me is that I actually care too much and not enough like there's hundred of stuff I want to do but I don't bc I'm feeling lzy and it makes feel bad about myself even more like wtf is wrong with me ?! And then don't get me sarted on my parents like sometimes they make e feel like I'm ungrateful for stating my own opinion and mostly my dad who never used to care about my para social activities (I do dance) is suddenly interested. Like when I started my sis started basketball at the same time and when we would talk over the phone (he lives in another country bc of work) he asked her so many questions but when it was my turn it'd be like oh don't focus so much on it keep going with you studies or it's not a real job so you better forget it.I think that ruined our relatonship a little so now when we call I answer with yes, no or Idk.....Yeah holy fucking yap that was long anyways that's it byeee!!! ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆

Allaboutkey

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uhm...Hi..I know I promised a chatfic chapter and I was really excited to get started but life is fucking me over right now and while it's not an excuse I kinda need to vent...Last week started off bad then got better and turned worse. I also had a very deep convo with a guy I don't really talk to and we really have a lot in comment but uhm... I cried The problem with me is that I actually care too much and not enough like there's hundred of stuff I want to do but I don't bc I'm feeling lzy and it makes feel bad about myself even more like wtf is wrong with me ?! And then don't get me sarted on my parents like sometimes they make e feel like I'm ungrateful for stating my own opinion and mostly my dad who never used to care about my para social activities (I do dance) is suddenly interested. Like when I started my sis started basketball at the same time and when we would talk over the phone (he lives in another country bc of work) he asked her so many questions but when it was my turn it'd be like oh don't focus so much on it keep going with you studies or it's not a real job so you better forget it.I think that ruined our relatonship a little so now when we call I answer with yes, no or Idk.....Yeah holy fucking yap that was long anyways that's it byeee!!! ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆

Allaboutkey

Ok guys so I just got done with this week's test bc my school sucks ASS and makes us work in different subjects one day of every week until the very last subject. But anyways since I have less responsabilities, expect a new chapter this week

Allaboutkey

So I just had the worst morning today. To give context, I'm the oldest child but for a couple years now my mom has only been ordering my sister around whenever she's home (which is only at night after work or on weekends). She claims it's because my sister is much more approachable then me-ouch- but basically it iritates my sister bc she thinks it's unfair. And like last week she was whining about and basaically told me that I was useless and did nothing around the house and my mom agreed even she's never home when I'm doing all the work. But since then I've kind of cold with her and today I fought with my sis and she pulled that agreement of my mom right at me!!! Then when I went to get something from my mom's room she asks me what happened and I told her that I didn't wanna tell her bc frankly whenver I talk about how they let my sister do whatever she wants and let her disrespect me she never does anything so why is today different. Then I went to take a shower and I heard her scolding my sister like she actually cares now ....I don't if I'm just being dramatic or what but lowkey I feel lke running away rn

mutis_dirty_baby

@Allaboutkey Thank you so much, I'm so thrilled our fandom is building a family and friends, I'm glad I helped in anyway I could and since you've offered be ready for my ranting ♥️
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Allaboutkey

Also you should know that if you feel like talking to someone I would be happy to hear you (well read you in that case but oh well)
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Allaboutkey

@mutis_dirty_baby Omg thanks so much for understanding me also that means a lot to me that you think of as a support system ❤️❤️ you're litteraly adorable really
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