Allisonthefox

Every once and a while I come back to wattpad (in read on Ao3 but prefer to write here) and the things I witness scare me deeply.

Allisonthefox

I love rereading old drafts because theres always the reaction of "omg I wrote this?" But the fun part is figuring out if it's meant in a "this is awful" way or "this is above my skill how did I create this" kinda way.
          
          Currently actually continuing an old oneshot. Me? Making progress?? Working on my drafts??? Have I impressed you yet? XD

Allisonthefox

Yeah it's good to be back and doing something that feels productive. Good to see you too Nini <3
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Allisonthefox

Have you guys ever lost a pet? How did you guys deal with that?
          
          I was told today that my little gremlin of a cat had been run over this morning and was dead by the time someone brought him to the vets. Idk how to describe how I feel, it's like it's some cruel joke that never actually happened. But it did and hes gone now. I think I just need time to process it but I wanted to know what it was like for you guys?
          
          I really appreciate you all, you're always there to talk to and I tell you more than I do my irl friends so thank you all for everything and sorry for unloading onto you again <3

Treekami

Oh man. I'm so sorry for your loss! 
            And yes, I lost many pets in the past and I still think about them and cry. 
             Yesterday I lost a betta fish that I teared up over. She lived to be close to 6 years old so had a good long life.
            Not only that, with me being a dog groomer,  clients dogs pass away and I try my best to be professional but at times I lose it and cry with them. ^_^;
            You're in shock of what had happened, it's a normal experience. It'll take time to heal but just remember the good times you've had with your furry friend.
            Again, sorry for the loss. :(
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Allisonthefox

I though my first PPEs would be really nerve-wracking and anxiety filled for me but tbh they have just mostly left me extremely tired and drained. Cant wait till they're over.
          
          Until then I wont be writing for a while so sorry for any of my readers. Have a good day everyone <3

Treekami

@Allisonthefox. You take care of yourself first. We all understand. 
            
            Feeling that way is no fun. I deal with feeling drained and tired daily after work.  Take care and feel better soon! :3
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