What if I told you I wanted to die?
That I'm tired of living, of being alive?
What If I said it gets worse at night?
The thoughts get louder and nothing is right.
What if I lied and said everything was alright?
No, I'm not crying, I swear I'm alright.
what if I died?
I doubt you'd ever cry.
Would you even care
If I took my own life?

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What you must understand about me is that I am deeply unhappy person.