Alone Soul

Singing all those love songs for myself right now 

This my first attempt please lemme know if i should continue 
          I just published "When You Get Caught By Your Crush " of my story "my Alpha mate's assassin". https://www.wattpad.com/1066491423?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=AloneSoul2&wp_originator=sHYQRpaZ4C0bd2H7D5ts2BX8UdHTscUN0c8x8zSGLTMO%2BlXJxN4HY8Bju%2FqUGktjFqCNVX2VadoJpCNKjoR5i5ZDpVhwLBamqeBK2EgkIIRntBCZYzoYEIqyiIB%2Bdb%2B1

Yet i failed again failed to try enough to fail for fear holds me here
          N i cant seem fight
          I stay here paralysed
          Imprisoned by my mind  

Longing for a girlfriend 

I m sick of people no humanity left 

Its funny how they said it was my ego speaking while protecting their prides n breaking my heart 

https://youtu.be/rtgcPWnR0ak

I m really sick of people who think they they have some kindof right on me
          Thinking i owe them something
          Its killing me  they wouldn't leave a chance to make me feel unworthy 

Its soo weird every one i k will act like they. Care but no one even wants to listen to how i feel i wish i had someone i could tell how i was feeling wish i had a genuine listeners for all the people ik are peices of shits they dont really even try to k me