Mentally preparing myself to stay okay to meet him at school again tomorrow while also praying that he and I will be doing just fine with each other like before and that everything will go really well between us...
I'm still kinda scared to talk to him again...
(I'm also praying that he and I will be together again. Now, I can just wish)
I'm in desperate need for someone to text me again...
Please
Please
Please
Please
Please
I just wanna go back to how things used to be
I miss the old, long conversations between me and him
I f---ing miss my relationship with him
I miss talking about nonsensical things
Why did it have to go away
Why did those times disappear so quickly
Why did I have to be like that
Why can't I turn back time and fix things
It's my fault for ruining everything
It's my fault
My fault
I'm sorry....