Paroxysm

It's 3 AM my Jaans. 
          
          And I spent the last two hours stressing over my wattpad account. I had gotten locked out of it. And towards the end, I had lost my mind and almost broken down. It wasn't till this incident that I had come to realize how much this account suddenly means to me. And what an incredible outlet it has become. 
          
          Anyway, today I spent most of the day writing two chapters. And I need to address a few things that I have been worrying about. 
          
          First, about the first few chapters being slow. I do understand where it's coming from but look at it like small talk. I can't meet a stranger and instantly share my deepest, darkest secrets, can I. I need to make small talk, get to know each other and then get to the heavy stuff. 
          
          Secondly, things have finally started coming into place in the last few chapters, I have been writing some good stuff. I've been posting really good music and pictures that are very relevant to each chapter. And I hope you like it. 
          
          Thirdly, I would like for this book to not be problematic and so for the characters to exercise consent is very essential. 
          
          And fourth, this book is written to exaggerate the romance that now most of lack in our lives. And hence we look for it in movies and Books. And so I'd like for you all to keep that mind when you decide to be skeptic. 
          
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          And IMPORTANTLY, if any of you out there are reading my book, I would really love for you to nominate my book in the Reader's Choice Awards 2020 in the #beginner's category#. All you've got to do is go to the second chapter and type the name of my book along with my username. The winner will be decided by their team and so even if you do not have the time to read my book, I'd absolutely love you for helping me in getting my book out there. 
          
          Also, I absolutely love you all, take care of yourselves! 
          
          -Umikha 

Hey My Lovelies
          
          Three more chapters are out today. I do understand that I haven't made any progress in getting my book to reach you all. 
          
          But I really am working hard. I start writing first thing in the morning and stop right before I go to bed. Today, I also worked on a new cover. I'm trying my very best to make this work. 
          
          And I did want to let you all know that this book is meant to be felt and not just read. Each description made by Elleora is for you to understand how she can't feel less even if she wants to. 
          
          Please show me some love, vote and comment! I love you guys! And I hope you all doing well. 
          
          -Umikha

Thanks so much for all of the support! ❤️

Evenin'  My Lovelies, 
          
          I spent all day working on three new chapters for you all. I'm trying my very best for my work to reach you. And I'm hoping that you read it and enjoy it and do extend some support because I can't do this without your support. 
          
          The Quarantine has really got me working on this book and I hope you guys like it. I really do need the motivation to keep going. So, please Vote and Comment. Sending you loads of love. 
          
          Umikha 

Hello My Lovelies 
          
          I have finally decided to dedicate my time to Feeling Intensely. I had initially published the first few chapters under a different title and the characters as well as the plot was different. I had let my enthusiasm to continue writing die because I hadn't received any response. 
          
          And after working endlessly on a new cover and title along with better developed characters and a better plot, I am determined to make this work. And I am hoping that you will enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. And I know that announcing this isn't going to make much of a difference. But I'm hoping for the best. 
          
          I have decided to create my own little world in this book. And I'm hoping that each of you find a little of yourself in this book. I love you all. 
          
          Umikha