𝓣𝓪𝓵𝓮𝔂𝓲𝓪𝓱

I want that with her so bad, I just want to be allowed to love her; is that too much to ask? 

Nobody understands how badly I needed to hear that song 

Why is it so hard for me to do chores today??? Like girl clean your room, you can’t watch Disney and text all day 

“I’m committed to… not being committed” wrap it up, because why do you remember that???

I feel like if I weren’t so shy, she could be my favorite person ever- maybe even the love of my life- but I’m traumatized and she’s impatient so

I don’t think that’s how that works, plus- I trust things will be different this time. Because of that, I’m trusting myself with this decision 

When it’s January 2026 and not “I just can’t come between them” January 2025 (which ig is okay)

I feel like watching this movie several months ago would have helped with “Lauren”

Periods should be illegal like why tf are you tainting my emotions ???

Something’s missing. And maybe I will always feel that way for no indiscernible reason other than longing; missing in the worst type of way, someone that felt like they completed me.