@Lex_unicorn i noticed that this was a while ago you posted this, but none the less even though i have no idea who you are, you can always talk to me. i won't give you a typical "you're worth much more than this and all that" because after a while of being told it it just becomes so easy to push it off, trust me i know. what i will say is that suicide is not the way out. suicide is the way into even worse troubles. you have a life to live and you need to live it. you have a change to make in the world and you need to make it. seriously, if you EVER AND I MEAN EVER need someone to talk to, do not hesitate to PM me, i'm always here =)