NightKingdom 👿

I am darkness

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I feel certain that I am going completely mad again. There will never be a time when any of what transpired will make sense and I'm at peace with those demons. There does not seem to be a way. 
          
          I feel we can't go through anymore of these goddamn terrible times. I'm not going to always be able to recover. And I'm hearing those wretched voices again and I can't fucking concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier 'til this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that – everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. 
          
          Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. I sometimes stare into fire or into the night sky alone and wish for a girl or my situation to be different. I also then think why would god who created the beautiful Earth let Humans suffer and act the way they do. But I then realize that god has left you and everyone else a long time ago. This is the reason why I do not live my life for him. Because in the end, the only god who is always guaranteed to call for you by name, is Death.

I am not suicidal. I am not homicidal. I am merely an artist.

When NightKingdom writes, she regularly puts herself into the shoes of her protagonist/antagonist, so as to fully bring the poem (and characters) to life no matter how dark it gets. The American Free Speech tradition holds unequivocally that hate speech (as one example of darkness) is protected unless it is intended to and likely to incite imminent violence. 
          
          None of NightKingdom's poetry is intended to incite violence or lewd acts of any kinds. It's simply attempting to illuminate the darkness of this world in a fashion that previous writers have not attempted, in other words, uniquely. None of this poetry is a reflection of any amount of darkness inside of her.
          
          False claims have been made over the years that NightKingdom's poetry comes from an insanely dark place inside her and that her reality must reflect some of this darkness in a physical form.
          
          Other claims have stated that the topics she eludes to or speaks of directly in her poetry somehow manifests or bleeds into her actual home life. These claims are completely false as well. And while her poetry is a form of release or therapy, the release or therapy takes place while writing and not because of the material she chooses to focus the writing upon.
          
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