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Anyone who wants this lady's snap but read her message too late, text me and I'll give it to you. So you can stay in contact with her. ^-^

Btw, im deleting this app for good, if you want to text me still, get my snap because im done with this place. Ill give it 24 hours, discord works too but I dont use it often.

Sometimes you let people go without even noticing. You stop thinking of them everyday, you stop waiting for them to reply to you. You stop allowing them to take up so much space in your life. You move on, you go about your day without worrying about them. You stop expecting them to come back with an apology. You accept that they are no longer apart of your life. You just let them go, simple as that.

Sometimes you just have to make the decision for people that are unsure about you. Why hold onto friendships or other relationships with people who make little effort and drain every bit of your energy? If you have no piece, you you keep feeling pushed away from them…let it go. You arent a multiple choice option. You are worth so much more.

Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no mater how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it hurts like hell, because you cant keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return. 

People change just like the seasons change, you can believe one thing only to be let down the next, the worlds not perfect because theres no such thing. Its hard to live in, hard to love in, hard to survive in. Full of liars, greedy and unforgiving people. Even when you think you found the one who made a difference, they always stab you in the back with the sharpest knife they can find. You can be an angel in a world full of demons, and even if you find another angel, but the devil was once an angel too. You probably think im cruel and selfish to think this way, but ive continued to be treated this way to the point of seeing things like this. I refuse to trust anymore and I will continue to push people away, because in the end, im only protecting myself from getting hurt in the end. The people who wanna ACTUALLY be in my life, will have to prove it, because im done putting up with your crap and being used for being the nice one. You hurt me one too many time. You will lose me just as fast as you got me. Just keep throwing your punches because baby im tough, and just remember that my turn is next.

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life,
          Like your not really happy
          But you dont wanna die,
          Like your hanging by a thread 
          But you gotta survive,
          Yea you gotta survive. 
          
          Like your bodies in the room
          But your not really there,
          Like you have empathy inside 
          But you dont really care,
          Like your fresh outta love
          But its been in the air,
          Am I a past repair?

You're like the definition of sweet flower tea, if that makes sense. 

Ive delt with my ghosts
          And faced all my demons
          Finally content with a past I regret
          Ive found you find strength in
          Your moments of weakness
          For once im at peace with myself
          Ive been burdened with blame,
          Trapped in the pst for too long
          Im moving on
          
          Such beautiful lyrics, I yearn the day I get to say this and mean it, soon though.

Your like a drug, 
          you make me wanna relapse,
          But it always ends the same, 
          someone save me from this pain