wattpad has definitely been a um... journey...
before i go i wanted to say- thank you to everyone who stayed and kept faith in me. i was stubborn in my ways, i thought i had no worth.
but now i realize- it really isnt about worth. i found my purpose. my purpose isnt to do something set up for me like a manufacturing company's product line.
my purpose is to do what i desire. what i want to do, and what i have hopes for.
i started wattpad so i could write books that would hopefully reach a large audience of people who could feel the emotion and effort i put into them. even when that didn't go right, i had my friends. every bad day i had, every thought- they were right behind me. they guided me like a blind man.
every now and then, i'll still get depressed and have bad thoughts, but that is human nature. i know what i have to do now; and that is to just be who i wanna be.
you dont have to fit into any mold.
and even while im gone off the platform, i want you all to know that someone loves you. that someone is me. even after all the people i've lost on this platform, i know that one day once i'm rollin in my casket it wont matter anymore
because at least then, i lived a good life doing what i wanted. i dont want to carry a burden on my heart anymore. i feel like this has been sitting on my chest for wayyyy too long, and i want to leave this behind before i get sick from thinking about it. everything has an end, this is just the beginning.
now a quote from an honorable mention
"if fighting is sure to result in victory then you must fight! sun tzu said that, and i'd say he knows a little more about fighting than you do PAL because he invented it!!! and then he perfected it, so that no man could best him in the ring of honor!!"
basically this is the end of itsichika/am3r1ca-str3asur3/erica/amelie spiess/thomasthesteamengine/younghwaamai/my dead sister claire/tom tom
so thank you again, my little strawberries.
thomas is leaving to get the milk MWEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!
