AmHill

So...life update (this one's good)
          	I have been homeless for the past month and a week  and it's been a genuine struggle that's probably contributed to my needing a small break from writing this week than I'd like to admit (I'm generally someone who once they've been in a circumstance for a day or two I adapt pretty well) and thought I've well been homeless since I made my account here, for some reason these past few days it's really taken a toll on my psyche.
          	Well....that looks. Very much like that's about to change. I'm legitimately holding back tears right now because I'm about to have a house. My own home. A stable freakin place that I don't have to worry about paying over 400 dollars a week to keep a roof over my head and a bed to sleep in.
          	This may possibly affect my upload on Static Thursday because that is closing day on the house and I'll be in the process of moving in, getting myself outside of my moving anxiety attacks and settled in(as well as uncontrollable sobbing).
          	It's a happy thing. A happy day. 
          	Thank you for your patience and for reading my stories. They have been the only outlet I've had for this pain I've been carrying and I've been very nervous about sharing them. 
          	❤️
          	Aaron

Nezumigami

Hello, I'm really happy that you follow me. ♡♡♡
          
          Lovely Greetings,
          
          Your Mouse Goddess

AmHill

@Nezumigami 
            And amazing greetings to you!
            I absolutely love the concepts of your stories, at least the ones in English (maybe this'll give me a kick in the butt to go back to trying to learn German?) 
            ^.^
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AmHill

So...life update (this one's good)
          I have been homeless for the past month and a week  and it's been a genuine struggle that's probably contributed to my needing a small break from writing this week than I'd like to admit (I'm generally someone who once they've been in a circumstance for a day or two I adapt pretty well) and thought I've well been homeless since I made my account here, for some reason these past few days it's really taken a toll on my psyche.
          Well....that looks. Very much like that's about to change. I'm legitimately holding back tears right now because I'm about to have a house. My own home. A stable freakin place that I don't have to worry about paying over 400 dollars a week to keep a roof over my head and a bed to sleep in.
          This may possibly affect my upload on Static Thursday because that is closing day on the house and I'll be in the process of moving in, getting myself outside of my moving anxiety attacks and settled in(as well as uncontrollable sobbing).
          It's a happy thing. A happy day. 
          Thank you for your patience and for reading my stories. They have been the only outlet I've had for this pain I've been carrying and I've been very nervous about sharing them. 
          ❤️
          Aaron

AmHill

this message may be offensive 
I fucking hate that I'm already having to write a note like this.
          I might not make my next deadline for Thea. I will make the one for Static because it's already typed up, but right now every time I open a document to type I start having panic attacks.
          Imposter syndrome is hitting hard (I wish I never won that award) and depression is setting in pretty heavy. I just realized today I've been out of my depression and anxiety meds for at least a week now (I actually can't remember the last time I took them), so for right now I'm taking a pause so I'm not destroying myself to do this. I'm too much of a perfectionist to give you trash.
          I'm taking the time I need to get my head back on straight. As it stands now, I don't think I'm making the Wednesday submit date.
          I'm sorry :/
          -Aaron